"so many tired nights of working at coffee bean..but hey, it's all worth it" i kept on telling myself that..well, just cameback from work..& here i am blogging at 1am while watching 2 idiotic cute rabbits run around..hopefully i won't accidentally squish either 1 of them withe the chair..haha..

sometimes i think to myself, is it worth working with 4 bucks an hour with runnig around the whole outlet serving impatient people with their food & drinks? hmm...well so long as there's fun people working with me i think its worth it..but still the pay won't be enough for my every needs..well, just gotta lean how to SAVE thats all..sounds so easy but the saving part...sighh...now how am i gonna get myself a transport of my very own..

so anyways think im getting sleepy already..gonna go crash & wont wake up till tomorrow afternoon i guess..i'm not lazy, just a hardy sleeper..

-Berambus... @-12:50 AM

the come back

..wow..its been like..half a year??..since my last entry?? well, don't think that people read this blog any more..cuz i think they might think that i wouldn't put up a new entry any more..

..the thing is, i've been kinda "busy" lately for the past few months & don't really have the time to write down a new entry..been busy with work at coffee bean then went on for an "attachment" under a company called axis plus which is under some major companies like samsung, nokia & sony ericsson. i got into sony ericsson. life working there is damn hard cuz 1st thing i realize is that the management there kinda corky & 2nd, everyone there is working very hard but the pay is too low for a technician..

..so let me see what else had been happening around at home..my silly elder sis got a stable job AND got 2 little cute wabbit for her 21st b'day..nonet still schooling and still as..hmmm..as same as before..ayah got a job..i think..mama..well, still a theripist at citra sari. and as for me, well right now still working at the airport coffee bean where u can get to know all sorts of people there..nice ones & definately alot of arse-holes..oh & i got my carrier with the police! yeah..got my 1st letter from them around feburary..then wen on for the 2nd interview..then when i thaught it was over, cuz i definately thaught that i wouldn't get through, i was thinking of going back to school to continue back for my higher nitec cert with some of my buddies..but i guess they had forgetten about me & appeal without me, the 3rd letter came around last week! sayin that i'll be having a panel interview this coming friday..wow..really din't expect to get this far..i know this sounds silly, but ever since i was little, i wanna be a policemen! juz like my dad maybe? maybe or maybe not i will get through this interview, i wouldn't know..sighh..

..and as for me & my dearest?..well, everything is aye-ok..although there are some rough times, but we got it through together..oh & shes in coffee bean too..haha..

..hmm..thinking about doing some..or alot of changes for my blog..well, i guess its till next time i find the perfect time to update & change my blog look..

-Berambus... @-8:48 PM

hari raya is comin...ermm..don't really feeling it..

well, its already the last day of the fasting month..the house is still kinda in a mess..hehe..gonna get it clean as soon as possible..hmm..

..can say that some how the spirit or "suasana" hari raya is just not there..cant really feel it again..unlike when i was a toddler..the family would be very busy cleaning the house. changing the curtains..the type of stuff that my family would usually do..and i would get very excited for no reason at times..i don't know..its like the feeling is gone..

so anyway, work is great..tired? yes ofcourse..but not that tired cuz of the people that works there..now fid is a new member in the coffee bean..and things just gets more crazier..hah..

sighh...realli can't wait for hari raya to be here..can't wait for it to end..can't wait for dikir barat in school to be open..can't wait for my final exams so that i can work more while waiting for the results & get nitec course then move on with higher nitec..

i guess thats about all..think i'll go to bed now before i can't wake up in the morning..

(hmm..wonder if tomorrow is a half day..)

-Berambus... @-1:42 AM

can't find the peace within

school had already started yesterday..was really hazy that i can't see bout few 100 meters plus or so..it was really bad..even when waking up in the morning could smell burning ashes all around..so anyway, was quite bumped that school starts so fast(but ade gak bagos nyer..dpt tgk umi..hah!)..but what to do..exams in the beginning of december..sighh..so i hav only like around 8 weeks or so to cramp everything into my brain..

so anyway, i havent seen her for almost 2 weeks already..the first look of her was like..sighh..falling in love all over again? hmm..or izzit that i just missed her too much..yarh..fell asleep during the last theory lesson..dah sah aku nye orang ni tak bole blaja..blaja je tido..tau2 kepale kat meja..wakakakaa..so then after school went to work straight..she sends me to work then can go back with the same bus..so nice of her..but i just couldn't stop looking at her when entering to work..hehe..."dah lama tak berjumpa, rindu rasa hati"

the outlet was quite busy i think..cuz for afternoon shift theres only zoe, nureez & me..just the 3 of us running the outlet..zoe doing the gormet..nureez doing casher & cakes..and me doing all the drinks! ok maybe not all..haha..very tired after work..zoe said that transport won't be sending anyone else except for nureeze & me if we took it..felt happy thinking that we got to go back home fast straight away..but then the driver told us that he got to pick up the other crew from east coast outlet first..then send whoever is staying near there..then he can send nureeze to simei & me to tamp then can pick up the other crew at centuary square after that...but noo..he makes a 1 very BIG complicated round..sighhh...so end up i came home at around 1+..when i can actually reach at around 12.45..im not gonna take transport again..except if i got some emergency stuff..hehe..

so i din't get to sleep..thaught i could sleep at 3 after doing some "wrapping" for some stuff..but..i don't know why..kept on tossing and turning..then end up by waking up about 5 minutes before sahur..hmm..used to it already..so seriously i dont have enough sleep..

fid is already at the outlet as his 1st day..hmm..wonder how is he hanging on?..hopefully he won't be eating or drinking any of the stuff early this morning..haha..

met my dear at the bus stop..and i arrived first before her..hahahaha..(told ya i won't be late) she was happy that she got a lil something form me that she want..well i hope shes happy with the other "thing" thats been wrapped up..but i got a feeling that she is..

in school currently..suppose to do this report but i forgot what to search on..so im blogging instead..hehe..so tired right now..feeling like im forcing myself to open my eyes by putting some little sticks on each of my eye lids to make it stay open..seriously i could just doze off any time..then i have to work some more..sighh..must keep remind myself "must think about the money" yeahh..

so i guess thats about all..think im gonna "rest" my head on the table now..haahaa..till next time then..

.:.already 7 months..every 17th day..would always be a magnificent day for us..see how time flies pass us so fast..but never a single day i would ever forget how all the things happen between us that fast..hope to keep making u happy..i pray to keep our love strong..i pray even harder to make it forever.:.

-Berambus... @-8:43 AM

posing for the picture after dinner at Yasmin

..sighh..

hmm..some how i think that im always the one who can't sit still

..ermm..perot sapa lagi boncit??..huahuahua..

flat after dinner & just lay anywhere..even on the table!

a.k.a: Musang Berjangut/Tenuk/Oyol/"dia adalah sebatang popiah, was feeling really happy after had filling up his belly..

nonet looks ugly with those type of poses..kuang kuang..

their ugliest mug shot ever at bugis bazar!!

songkok raye rasta 2006??

..there's still some more pictures but there seems to be error somewhere & i can't upload it..hmmm...maybe the next entry den..

-Berambus... @-8:01 PM

.."wake me up shen september ends.."

..its been like more than a month since i last updated..so been missing out on the whole of september..

..all i can say that now its already the school's 3 weeks of holiday..
..now's already in the 2nd week..
..and also the 2nd week of Ramadhan..

.."macam-macam cobaan lah dalam bulan yang suci ini"..

so anyway, the latest that happened was my mum's 43rd birthday! & my dad treat all of us (including fid) to a new stall at bushrah street named yasmin..my mum's boss aunty restraunt..and my dad helps to organized the place or something like that..the food there was really nice..."i liooke.."

hmm..other than that nothing much happen..work, work, work..fast, fast, fast..just can't wait for Syawal to come..or maybe its just the kid inside me that cant wait for it..and also for my next pay some where next week..heheh..just hopefully they pay me the correct amount this time..

..ayte then..gotta go now..gonna help my dear in her project..i'll update the pictures on my mum's b'day soon..

-Berambus... @-12:16 PM

"..late night..come home..work sucks..i know.."

the time now shows that its already 3am. hmm..yes yes..i know..i should be sleeping by now since i got class which starts at 8am tomorrow..or should i say later?..haha..

so i've been working a lot lately..(harap2 gaji bulan ni banyak..haha!) even on today! im refearing to monday by the way..after school straight to work from 5-12. reached home around 10 minutes before 1am..then just remembered that i had to do a lil "script" for my dear about an anti-drug compertition thingy..yarh so currently finished doing all that..hope she likes it..or rather her teacher in charge.

so here i am blogging with my baggy eyes that only had an hour and a half of sleep last night..picked up my dear from her home & went to school together. but before that went to mcdonals to buy for us breakfast. hehe..she looked at me like as though im weird by buying her breakfast early in the morning & showing up late at the bus stop..hehe..so we ate in the bus 22 to tampines interchange & meet up amy there. seriously with work & all, it already seems that im not spending a lot of time with her..hmm..tapi bagoss...ni kirekan practice for the future when im going to NS in 2 years time..i think..

..bla bla bla, went to class looking all sloopy & sleepy with slacked hair without any wax on it. then i realised that todays our class photo taking! urghh! and my hair looks like shit! but takpe..ni name nye relek..im really lazy to comb..sikat punyer sikat lawa2 pon in the end beserabai gak..soo never mind lah..

..hmm..i think that about it that i can write in for now..cuz i REALLY need to get some sleep since my class starts soon..damn it!

-Berambus... @-2:09 AM