...Saturday, June 24, 2006...
so yesterday went to guitar lesson with zaaq..met up with him at simei..bla bla bla..played some chords thats hard for me to follow up..unlike zaaq, he can catch the chords very fast just by listening..yarh..so then after that went to amy's house..chill & relax..teaching amy & my umi how to play the guitar abit..then too bad time flies really fast when ur having fun..then we had to go back cuz my dear cant be home late..then in the train..sumthing sumthing..dont really wanna talk about it..then meet up with zaaq, han & adam at esplanade..my head was really hurting me..too much thinking i guess..really got no mood yesterday..but still..hmm..so neway, zaaq was teaching me how to play "perangkap cinta"..cant concentrate on the playing much..then bla bla bla..went back home..reached home at around 11.30 i guess..then i really cant sleep..thinking about what i also dont know..or maybe its the toads that has been making the noise at the field thats been keeping me up all night..hmm..so picked up my guitar & started to play the song that zaaq wrote the lyrics & chords for me..played the song till my left fingers turned purple..eeks..now its really in pain..so played the song again & again till i get it right till around 3 am..then went to sleep..
woke up in the morning by my mum who puts some hair dye on my hair..hmm..a new way to wake me up to do my morning prayers?? ape daah..i think i saw she did the same to my sis too..haha..yarh..went back to bed right after that..then woke up again at around 12 & message my umi..then went to brush my teeth & called her up..well, everythings fine now..then put down the phone cuz both of us need to bath..hehe..so i went to the kitchen & eat whatever is on the table..then went to take my shower..after getting out of the shower, umi messaged me saying that her dad saw the pictures of me & her..damn..im not gonna write what else she said that had happened..kecoh giler kalau mak bpk dpt tau..y cant he understand that her daughter is already old enough to take care of herself? definately theres no trust..i know that hes the very religious type of preson..now im starting to wonder how her dad meets his wife? sighhh...hope that all of this would work out soon.."forbidden things always seems hard to resist"
.:.I would rather spend 1 life time with you, rather then face all eternity in this world alone.:.
...Tuesday, June 20, 2006...
..that message from my dad appeared in my head last night when someone who my umi knows is really having a very rough time in life. she told me that hes sick for some time now..at hospital in need for operation..anyway to cut the story short, his elder sister kicked him out of the house, he lost his wife & son, his sis canceled his last operation which was suppose to be yesterday, his credit card was stolen by his cousin & now hes got no other place to go..only $2 in his wallet to last till friday given by his sis i think..what the heck is he gonna eat with only 2 bucks?? hes a human being for godsake..his whole family treat him like an animal just because hes an ex-con..hearing this story from umi really saddens me..even if he did something so wrong in the past, it dosent give his family the right to treat him that way..definately they have no heart at all..some family huh?..
..so just now in the morning tried calling him but he dint answer the phone..so just messaged him saying that i heard the situation from yam & want to help him..so he replied back saying thank u for my concern & hes ok with it..how is it ok?? sleeping outside & eating left over food from other people & being a begger?? anyway, i tried telling him that i wanna meet him..talk to him & help him or something..at least a bit also can..but he said there's nothing to talk about & can't accept my help..he said 2 more days till he gets to a new place....stubborn....he plead me to respect his decision..an so i did..cant force him..so i told him that im still willing to help whenever he wants it..
..if he had accepted my help, i would go out, find him & bring him here for food & shelter..
..sighh..guess life goes on..hmm..going out later..fetching my larling from skool..think i better go now..don't wanna be late...:.may Allah watch over him & protect him from harm..if you're reading this umi, i know you're very upset..but don't worry ayte? although hes having a very rough time in life & very stubborn, respect the decision hes made.:.
...Friday, June 16, 2006...
so today was the last day of the test papers..only had 2 of em actually....yesterday & today which we had to do in the hall..kinda scary seeing lots of tables & chairs arranged in very straight row..kinda reminds me of n-level..except this time its in a bogger hall & many more seats..so now we're having our holiday..5 weeks of holiday..2 weeks earlier then the rest of the skool...heeheehee...so anyway, just now was MCT test..darn it..can't really do..i prefer doing yesterday's C&IE paper..at least i know what im doing..looks like just have to wait for the results..got a really good feeling that its gonna be very bad..
...so after the test head down back to class to do C&IE phase test (re-test) haya..now that ms irene had explained to me in more details, i just found out that it's kinda easy..can fill up all the questions. after the test i had to follow her to the office to sign a form that i was caught for smoking..which was last year..what the hell..so then coincidence-ly mr leong was there & said "ahh..what's this?" as i was signing the form.."u smoke ah? now u got any cigaretts with you or not? how old are u now? bla bla bla.." the main point is that i was caught last year..& i thought i had already cleared my name..then he continued sayin that starting on 1st july onwards, there will no more smoking at any eating food places..not even the coffee shop..what the hell?! stupid goverment..they should bann drinking of alcohol & rise up the price instead..cuz if u ask me drinking also do harm in the body too..
..so anyway, then after that went to guitar lesson with zaaq..damn..the guy is teaching us some blues & jazz plucking...dont think i could get it cuz i dont even recognize the chords!! so after the lesson went to meet with my umi..who's been waiting for me at the forum all alone for a long time..kesian die..so sorry that i was late..20 minutes je..tak lame..hehe..so then after that went around some places together..then something happened..something that i dint ecpect it to happen but it did anyway..don't wanna put it down here..
..so i guess thats all about it..tomorrow's our 3rd month together..hmm..feel like i wanna get something for her but i don't know what & i ain't got no ca$h either..sighh..looks like i'd better be getting myself a job..get paid then can have some money to spend...sighhhh....:.i din't mean to show you the other side of me that i din't want to let you see..it's just that i couldn't control myself..guess you're the 1st one to see the 'soft' part of me. i won't ever leave your side..i wanna stay..cuz i love you so much.:.
...Sunday, June 11, 2006...
..last night was like hell..was on my bed but can't really sleep..kept on sleeping awake..firstly my tempreature i took before i went to bed at 5 was 37.1..then ate some medcine & rest for a while on my bed...really wanna sleep but can't..then took my tempreature again was 38.4..what the hell...was really feeling cold..so just on my bed trying to sleep with the blanket wrapping around me..then woke up at 9 & was wondering to myself where is everyone that suppose to be in the house..my parents & my elder sis..so only me & my adik was at home..hmm...so just lay on the bed while waiting for them..they only came back at 12 midnight...whoaaa..where the heck did they gone to?? then all of them starts to feeling my forehead..my sis was like "aku gi keje kau tido..aku balik pon kau tido..hmm.." bodo..so neways, my parents really stayed up almost the night just to take care of me..taking my tempreature every hour..especially my dad who went to bed at 4 in the morning..then before he went to bed, he took a last tempreature & it was 38.7..fuuhhh...so i can't really sleep...cuz nak tido pon rase tak sedap...
..now hearing my dad sneezing i think that the flu is really spreading around the house..so i just ate my medcine & now im gonna go & eat..then i don't know is its gonna make me any drowsy or sumthin....:.really don't feel like staying at home...i wanna go out & be with you...but looks like my condition dosen't allow it...i'll be missing you.:.
...Friday, June 09, 2006...
...so lemme see whats been up..yesterday's class starts at 10..yup, it was mr leong's lesson..asusual..booring..releasing us right on the dot..so then at 12 met up with the rest at noods..biase jugak..bla bla bla..went up to class at 1 cuz we had our class open book test..it was hard..even when its open book.. i was the last one to hand up the paper..seesh..then had MCT theory by mr leong again after a short break..but only pal & me came back after the break..the rest of the guys had already gone back home..idiot..so the both of us cabot also..hehe..so pal went back home, when i wait for my umi & amy to finish their class..then went to tampines..amy had to go home cuz she had some stuff goin on...then me & umi hang around tampines just to kill the time till 5.30..cuz we had our karate at 6..yeah..bla bla bla..trained till the sole of my foot blister was torn out..bla bla bla..send umi back home..it was such a lovely day..i dont know why im sayin it that way..hmm..maybe spending the time talking to my love ones really makes my day..
..woke up in the morning & it was very cold..umi wanted me to bring her sweater cuz it was very cold..but too bad it was already in the laundry..so i brought mine instead..was rushing my way to get out of the house till my sis called & told me that she had forgotten to bring her luch along to work..so i had to go back in the house..like duuhh..with loads of fustration i accidentally pulled the door knob handle waay down & it broke..& now its loose..uh-ooh..me always being the destroyer of the house..so i just grabbed my sis lunch & got out of the house & shut the door...D'OH! now no one can enter or get out..hmm..so called my parents after that & told them what happened..so got to the interchange & passed the food to my sis..name je da dapat diploma..tapi semue nyer bende terlupe..i wont be surprise if he forgots where fid is..wahahahaha!! so anyway, got to skool & passed umi my jacket then talked for a while & got class..hmm..class was boring..javascript..even i had to do some work, i just turned on the computer & surf the web..hehehe...bla bla bla..bashir had to do the javascript debugging test which was suppose to be 2 months ago..haha..bla bla bla..ate at noods..then went for guitar lesson with zaaq..bla bla bla..then went meeting umi & amy at the bus stop & headed to amy's house along with fazly..on the way there in the bus to woodlans, i was already started to sneezed alot..then i knew that this couldn't be good..so at amy's house just watched "main-main cinta" which amy bought at the interchange earlier on..so just chilled, relaxed & enjoyed watching the movie..especially watching it with umi..hehe..
..so went back home at around 6.15..was really feeling like shit by then..so sent my dear larling back..not entirely home though..so in the bus was really feeling very cold..even with my jacket on..so slept till i reached tampines..woke up feeling worse..sighh..bla bla bla..reached home & thaught that i cant open the door..my adik says that i only need to use the key & turn it..hmm..why dint i ever think of that..
..so now im at home..finally..sighh..fareed messaged me sayin that they will be going to dairy farm nature rock to climb..darn it...wish i could go..but too bad..i have to rest..just like what umi said..hmmm....well, think i better go now...feeling lazier to type & think any more...:.don't worry bout me..i'll be just fine..i'll be healing from this sickness of mine soon..so dont worry about me..=).:.
...Saturday, June 03, 2006...
well, here's some of the yesterday's pics taken...i know that there's still some more..try to get it from amy later...if can..i like the pictures of yam & i taken by zaaq..especially the ones with the background of the buildings during the sunset...
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..got a wake up call from umi & told me that its already 10..fuuhhh..got up straight away & when i realised that its only 9..hmmm...tau je cam ne nak buat org bangon linca2...so after got myself ready & all that went to the a.t.m machine & top up umi's prepaid & withdraw some money for her also..then asked if i could buy any cigaretts..hehe...SKL nyer...pink kaleer..harapkan wangi je..but its ok..so anyway, she said i could buy it..hmm..so then went straight to skool & met up bashir & shahiran at skools forum, then went to mr leongs microcontroller lesson...i dont like his lesson..not that its not good at all but he would usually drag the time till 15 minutes later even though his lesson was already over...darn...so then met up so the rest at noods..bla bla bla..after lunch was still mr leongs lesson..die-die must finish his projet on that day...lucky he's understanding..he said that we could pass it up on this coming monday..pheww..im half way finishing it already...then when we're about to pack up & clean up the lab, 1 of the long nose pliar was missing...whoaaa...the whole class went looking for it for about half an hour..hmm..so i dont know where it ran away to..met farouk at cafe 1 after that...then went to karate training at 6..so training for asusual..at the end of the training i already got me blisters at the soul of my foot..hard for me to walk bear footed..yarh so sent umi back home..did something for the 1st time again..cant tell what it is..haha...
..so yesterday javascript lesson was changed to communications & industrial electronics..bla bla bla..after class me & bashir met zaaq, farouk, fazli, haziq in front of the co-op shop..while waiting for amy & yam to finish up on their make-up..1 jam tak abis2 dlm toilet...hmm..so then went straight to simei mrt & headed to jurong point pizza hut..yam's treat..wooo..she got her 2nd pay recently & wanted to treat us at pizza hut..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..so u guys can look at some of the pictures later..
..so then with nothing else to do we headed down to city hall - suntec city window shopping for a while without bashir & farouk cuz they got work..so then we thaught of taking a group photo of us but couldn't find any neo print shop..so never mind..then amy & haziq got to go back home when we're going to esplanade..so only left me, yam, zaaq & fazli..zaaq went there to meet fidah & her fren to teach her to play guitar i guess...we went to the roof top..woo..1st time..a view from the top..sighh...sadly yam & i had to go..so i send her back..but she went to buy some food at a food benquet for her mum & herself too..then i send her back home..after that then i send myself back home..hehehe..
so i guess thats about it..today's saturday..hmmm..thinking of going for a jog later on at around 6+..well, thats all for today..till next time..