..here are some of the pics on the day that we went for sheesha thingy..

liza & zaaq..bahahaaa..ade je mahluk terselet..

..ssmokin..

us taking picture in a neoprint machine?..haha..

zaaq & yam..hmm..susah hati je..haha

ermm..well it depends on how u looked at it..

while waiting for the 3 ladies..sempat posing..heh

ala la...kesian nyer..sorang2 kat tengah2 jln..haha..

our last group photo of the day before we go

mariam & me..taking pics while on the way back

hmm..all types of pose we have..

well..i guess thats about it..hmm..bored at home cant get out..waaa!~

"hmm..wonder what shes doing now.."

..still dangerously in love...with you..

-Berambus... @-4:38 PM

dangerously in love?

hmm...its been quite a while since i last update my bloggie...lemme recall on whats been happening lately...

liza, amy, mariam, zaaq, farouk & me went to arab street the other day..cuz liza planned to go for sheesha just to treat me as for my b'day gift..so nice of them..hehe..liza picked melon & mint flavour..& my 1st puff of it was...hmm..i dunno..think i was smiling all the way..haha! just look at some of the pictures..which i think i would upload it some other time cuz there seems to be something wrong with me bloggie..bodoh laah..

soo neways after that went to town..all of us just walked around..took some more pictures..farouk went back home after the sheesha cuz he wants to teach hadi to play guitar..yarh..hmm..went to cineleasure (is that how u spell it? haha) and took neo prints?..haha..just for the fun of it & memories..sighh..it was the best day..or should i say a memoriable day that i would cherish..im saying spending the day with that someone special that u really care about..dangerously in love?..haha..well, it depends on how u look at it..i think..yarh....*170306*

so moving on..yesterday had a karate match at the national university s'pore..sadly to say, i've lost my match..only had 1 match on 1 minute & the guy beat me 8-0..i felt dissapointed at myself..not cuz of losing..cuz win or lose i dont really care much...but what makes me feel so dissapointed at myself is that i know that i can do much better..& can score at least 1 point..at least!..anyway, the guy that beats me got a gold..yarh..hes really good..and my ribs still hurts when i wanted to laugh..cuz there is where he kicks at me & also at my back..hmph. but im not the only one who dint got anythin on an event like this..zaaq dint get anythin too..eh wait..he got silver for the team kumite..yarh..good for him, syufhan & andy..

so right after that michale treat us for dinner at some coffee shop at clementi..then after that buys for us sundae ice-cream and 2 sets of meals at mcdonals some more! mak ah! can get fat man!..haha..but it was nice of him..then me & zaaq heads to esplanade to chill out for awhile with saufi, haziq & some of his friends..terlupe ah name dieorg...nak tanyer segan lak..hehe..

..went back home & felt really bored cuz my dad went to overseas & took away the "thing" that suppose to give the phone line a dail connection! arggh! now i have to wait for him to come back just to talk on the phone with her..hmmm...

damn bored today at home..so just lazy around & watch some tv..well, i gtg now..damn my ribs still hurts!

-Berambus... @-9:11 PM

Chapter 18: Freedom..

lets start from yesterday shall we?

yesterday was bobo, my cuzzie's 18th b'day..hahaha...dah dapat lesen dulu ah..haha..so yarh..then not much happened in skool really. the usual waited for zaaq, liza, amy & mariam till ard 4 or 5 then went to tampines interchange walked arond for a while..then zaaq came over to my house to cut my hair! he cuts it really short!! bodo btl..yarh..cuz i made a promise to someone that i would cut it short..haha..hmm..yarh..after that met up with laiza, amy & mariam cuz they're under my block..biase laa..lepak2 bebual2..yarh..not much to say about yesterday..

so today is where the new chapter of my life begins..just smell the fresh air of freedom!! haha..yarh..but bad news is i lost the bet that my sis made for me..yarh..i only lasted 5 days..soo no sheesha for me..but thats ok..liza wants to treat me for sheesha this friday! heehee..

woke up this morning late cuz i was hanging on the phone with..someone..& i just dont wanna put it down..& as a result, i dint go for the 8am class..came in to lecture class at 11 like that..bla bla bla, farouk & hadi were there..talked to them instead of listenin to the lecturer, mr lu..cuz he talks funny..& i dont understand him..well, maybe just a lil bit..hahaha...got a present from cann! haha..wow..dint really expect that..she gave me a 'yellow' brand black shirt with a hood! thats really cool..thanx alot. so dint go for the customer service class cuz i know i would just be sleeping in the class..instead bashir, zaaq, liza & me waited for amy & mariam till 5..hmm..some how i knew that they would sabo me..i knew that zaaq & bashir went to cafe 1 & asked from the indian stall to give them some eggs..terok gilerr nye kene sabo..syufhan joined in the fun too..haha..so i did ran..but they caught me & smack the eggs right on my head..haha..then comes along liza with the flour..mak oi..sampai termasok kat dalam mulot aku..bluek! after that i chased all of them & said "who wants to hug me!?" all of em ran into the girls toilet..& i ment ALL OF THEM including the guys..hahaha..syufhan hides in 1 of the cubical but managed to hug him..hahaha...did managed to get to hug some of them..farouk really loves to sabo people..just wait for his birthday this coming july..hahahahaa..

after cleaned ourselves up chilled at cafe1 for awhile..liza was having problems with his guy..so in control & not understanding..so what if she got some guy friends?? sigh..hope shes ok..then bought a pack of ciggies since im already at a legal age..haha..then went home & ermm..send that someone back home..not entirelly home, sampai bus stop je..

..so over all i can say that my day was aye-okay! infact, i think its gonna be a real good memory..haha..my 1st time getting sabo from my best buddies..its my 1st time cuz during my primary & secondary skool days my birthday would be on the 1 week skool holiday..haha..

soo got back home, took my shower & my dad bace kan doa selamat..cut the cake that they bought for me..when am i gonna get the money & take my motor lisence..hehe..so yarh..i guess thats about it..for now...

"..u are alone in your nest..& i've been flying around ur nest for quite some time..may i come in & accompany in that nest?.."

-Berambus... @-9:50 PM

from left: haziq, azli, wan, azimah, shahidah, me, farid..some of me classmates from jyss..

got only 3 pictures from wan..hmph..the rest are from azimah..still more to upload yarh...

i had a dream..AGAIN! of the same person..not gonna say what's it about..kinda weird right?..u dream abot the same person 3 time in a week on alternate nights?? i don't know to smile or act as if it never happened..hmm..but all of it felt so real..

-Berambus... @-3:49 PM

!!SUAYSuaySuaySuaySuaySUAY!!

waken up in the morning by hearing my dad playin my guitar..& i just can't get back to sleep!! urgh!..bukan nyer sedap sangat die main tu guitar..heehee..ok laa..bole tahan..but he dosent have to do it in the morning what...so anyways, got out of bed after that..then met up with imran since he wanted to return back the dvd that he borrowed from the 24 hour rental thingy..since he need my thumb to access to the movies..yarh..but then i can only send back 1 movie cuz theres not enough credits in the card..stupid machine..should have used the $10 to top it up..but instead, i bought a pack of ciggies..darn it!

so then vacumed the house & get ready to meet up with haziq since wan invited us, some of my ex skoolmates (haziq, azimah, shahidah, farid, mario, azli & me) , to his and his girldfriend's picnic at east coast..and i can say that during the day it was very the SUAY!! the 1st "suay" that i got was: wan gave me $10 to go 7-11 to buy 2 bottle of coke..i was already at the casher & the guy already scanned the total price of it..dig my pocket & the $10 was gone!!! paniced searched my whole pocket for it, & it really wasnt there! luckly farid, azli & haziq was waiting outside..in the lucky haziq got some spare cash..mayn..must have missed placed from putting the money in my pocket..but i was darn sure that i put it in my pocket!!

the 2nd "suay": went back to the spot & told wan what happened..gotta pay him back soon..then a couple of minutes later it started to rain..so all us went to the "body pac" tent that wan had pitched..started to rain very heavily..with all 6 of us inside (wan, farid, haziq, mario, azli & me) ofcourse the air inside would be very warm..but thats ok still can survive..then water satrted getting in his "body pac" tent! slowly by all sides of his tent..so all of us was like squatting in there..haha..when we cant take it no more, all of us came running out of the tent & went across to seek shelter which was like at a bar. farid dint see much & he thought he could cut across by walkin on the grass..he dint actually see that theres a little pond & he got his whole leg in there..hahaha! lucky dint fell..the 3rd "suay": so yarh..tired of standing thaught that we could sit outside just till the rain stops..but the waiter told us that we had to buy sumthin 1st then we could sit..WHAT THE HELL RIGHT!? bodo takde hati perot..cocok mate baru tau..so wan bought a mineral water costs him $2 & haziq bought 7up about $3?? bodo seyy..buang2 duit..the 3rd "suay": while chilling & witing for the rain to stop, saw a group of malay family in the rain setting up a their tent at our spot! put their belongings at the bench & set up their tent..saje je..bling or what!?!? cant see our tent right infront of the bench??? its raining & they expect to put our stuff on the bench to put our stuff there?? BODO KAN!? cheese fries basi betol ah..so when the rain stopped, went back to our tent & thought that they were gonna ask us like "is this your spot?" or anythin like that..but NOOO..they pretend not to see us there..looking at their sons & its a "no wonder" situation..ANAK-ANAK HANYUT RUPENYER..patot mak bapak cam tu skali..so we moved our tent about 3 benches away from there..if i followed my imagination instincs, dengan nenek dieorg skali aku bagi penumbok Nabi..haha..im only mean in my imagination..

soo went home & bumped to fiq in the bus..dint really was him coming in the bus cuz i was too tires..he said that hes now working at a 7-11 somewhere TPJC that just opened..hmm..sanggup keje nak beli motor..haha..i think thats what i'd do too..haha..

soo yarh..thats that..eventually had a great time there..so yarh..already cooled down..ayte im tired..thats all..now beat it..haha!..

-Berambus... @-11:30 PM

overslept

currently im at home when i should be in skool..heh..was quiet tired yesterday cuz of not sleeping sleeping enough the night before...hmm..was hanging on the phone with..ermm..someone lah. dont feel tired at all when talking on the phone with that person..cuz theres always sumthin to talk about..haha..in the end had only couple of hours of sleeping only..but i dont mind really..i rarely sleep these days..rather then starring at the cieling & talking to myself, its much more better talking with someone..had great conversations with that someone..haha. hmm..last night i dint hang on the phone or anything..cuz i know that at the other end of the phone was already tired need to rest..as for me, i cant sleep last night..fid (my sis guy) was here last night..all the public transport were already closed..even the trains need to sleep! haha..so layankan die nyer pasal..teach him how to play guitar on plucking abit..haha..kaku sak..teringat cam aku dulu2..then cant sleep till 3am cuz theres someone under the void deck was talking damm loud..bodo nyer org..dah malam pon ckp kuat2..bodo...

...so anyways..lemme see here..now what happened yesterday..hmm..ouh yarh..zaaq got the eagles award..a cheque of $150..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..wahahaha..i dont know how he got it but whatever it is congrats laa...did my class phase test practical..dont really know what the heck i was doing at first..haha..but i did alot of mistake cuz i dint READ the INSTURCTIONS propally!! yarghh!!!! hopefully the waveform is good enough to just pass me..hmph..then went to the track & field..wait for zaaq & the rest to finish his sports & wellness class..mariam & amy were also there cuz they got the same period at the same time..liza tagged along also..so while waiting for them aku laa yg tukang jage beg2 dieorg..bashir played soccer with them so got like loads of stuff for me to take care off..seesh..how many things he carries in his pocket? haha..cuz he dint brought along any bag u see..so then all 6 of us (liza, amy, mariam, bashir, zaaq & me) went to the cafe1 & just chilled around..cracked loads of jokes..bodo nyer zaaq..wahahahahaa..

hmm...someone told me to cut my hair cuz its already long & untidy..no, not

my mum..shes already tired to tell me to cut my hair..heehee..so made a promise to cut it by next week..a SHORT one..but still im gonna make it messy..just look at the picture..izzit really that long & messy?..haha..thats why now i wear my serkup (snow cap) so that the wind wouldnt blow it from every direction & then it becomes a lions hair..wahaha..but u know the weird thing is?? since the opening of the skool, the administration department had been going round the skool & class looking for any colourful or out of shape hair styles..i wonder..why dint they dint noticed my ugly hair?..hahaha..maybe its still acceptable?? wahaha...alah whatever lah..(tau takpe..HEHEE!) made up my mind to cut my hair next week since..last month?..haha..a promise i kept for myself..

keeping my hair scattering all over the place from the wind by wearin my serkup

..well i guess thats all i gotta say..got karate lesson later at 5pm..hopefully no one would kick my leg..i'll shout & scream in pain i'll tell ya..haha..well adios!

-Berambus... @-10:51 AM

what a suay weekend

well what can i say..my weekend was kinda suay..u guys know that i fell right..yarh..then yesterday i asked my dad to teach me how to ride his motor bike..so we went to the multistory carpark he teached me how..ok so 1st try the engine died bout couple of times cuz i cant get the clutch & gas on the exact spot..so later on it was ok..it moved. then my dad went to the 2nd level & told me to go to the 2nd gear & make a turn..so i did..3-6 turns were ok..then on the next turn i hit to the 2nd gear, turned & dint support myself by puttin my leg on the ground while turning..the next thing i knew the bike skidded & the bike fell..lucky i was quick enough to put my leg on the ground..but at that time i was wearin my 3 1/4 pants, like the day before, & my right calf accidentally touched the HOT exhaust pipe.. jumped out of there & looked at it & waddaya know?! it was burnt..& my skin is like melted? can see whats undermy skin...gross..white colour thingy..eeeee...mampos aku..the sensation of getting burned..abis bulu kaki aku pon tergoreng skali lah..

...so my dad helped me up & all..hmm..come to think of it again..he picked up his bike 1st before me! but nevermind, cuz i saw the oil from the tank was leaking..yarh..better to be safe i guess..

so taking every bath would be a very painful experiance for me..some weekend huh?..

so skool today was alright..firstly met up with zaaq & fazli at simei..fazli already got his motor bike lisence..so he rides his dad's bike which was a 'phantom' by the way...got to ride it..woo..dint fell this time cuz i already learned my lesson from yesterday..zaaq tried to ride it but he dosent know how to use the clutch..haha..yarh..so fazli still got somewhere else to go..some more people to dilever..haha..went to class today..hmm..ok ah..2 periods between lunch..then went jamin at simei with zaaq, farouk, hadi, bashir & abdillah..not me la another guy with the same name as me..haha..then head back to skool wait for mariam at 5..cuz i already promised her the day before that i would..amy dint came to skool..dunno why really..hopefully shes fine..so while waiting for mariam zaaq, hadi & me just chilled..talkin nonsensetical jokes as usual..haha..

so went home with mariam..zaaq took the train back home..disturb her & all..haha..i just like to disturb her..since she did the same for me..hahaha...an eye for an eye?..haha..hmm..so she took the bus 22 back home..went to NTUC cuz my mum told me to buy some house groceries..came back & it feels good to be wearin my short pants back..now my legs wouldn't hurt that much..

well, gotta go now..thats all folks...tomorrow still got a class phase test at 1pm..mampos aku...1 bende pon aku tak tau sangat...

-Berambus... @-9:11 PM

..turning dreams into reality..

finally back home..so im kinda in a hurry but yet so many things i wanna put in my entry! yarhhh!!! ok..so lets start my day from yesterday:

so went to the java script lesson for the...ermm..2nd time?? haha..yarh..got 2 more assignments still have to show it to the teacher...if not, no marks..biasa lerr..then went around the forum looking for farouk..then still have to wait for zaaq..who dint went to class..cilake betol..went to cafe & met up with amy & mariam there..then along came liza..she dint her lesson for the day was canceled..hmph..wish my teacher had meeting on that day so that my class lessons would be cancel..hee..then went to guitar lesson with khai, man, bashir & zaaq..told liza, amy & mariam to wait for us since zaaq & i dint have any plans for the day..
..soo bla bla bla..finished the guitar lesson around 2.15pm..by then mariam was messaging me to hurry up..hmmm...so then all 5 of us (mariam, amy, liza, zaaq & me) went to tampines interchange..amy top up her phone prepaid..while waiting mariam kept on stepping on my shoe..hmm..then went around tampines mall for a while..bla bla bla then all of us went to amy's house..i dont know why but..the moment i stepped into her house, i really feel comfortable..like i can sleep in the living room & stuff..i dint know that her dad was at home till i entered haziq's (amy's bro) room..& their dad was laying around & watching haziq playin PS2 game..the way i see, they got 1 cool dad..wooo...haha...
so what else happened..oh..there was karaoke some more..i was laying down trying to sleep till liza ings 1 of siti nurhaliza song & i just felt like getting up & hear it..heee...soo later in the day mariam got to be getting back..cuz she cant be home late..then liza's guy picked her up & shes gone back also...so left zaaq & me at amy's place..chill around..played some PS2 game "black"..nice game really..gotta get me 1 of those..huahua..play some guitar..made the people around us smiled & laugh like hell..cuz zaaq & me were telling nonsensetical jokes..haha..then we got home by 10.30 or so..

today:
..woke up in the day with another dream of mine..i cant say where i was..but in my dream, i had a girlwith me..& we were both very happy together..can't say who..paisey ah..but i can say that shes a different girl from my previous entry..come to think of it, in the previous dream of mine, i think that its like a sign to tell me that to move on cuz i can never be with her..friends, yes..couples, no. then in this dream i had..i dont know..all i can say that in my dream, we were happy...hmm..but im not gonna say the names though...

zaaq woke me up..telling me that its already 2.00pm! jumped out of bed & take my shower & stuff..hurried my way to the esplanade..zaaq, saufi, fidah & fazly were already there..playing guitar while waiting for me..biasa ah..star..karat..so we were just playin our guitar like we always do..then i noticed that some guy in his late 20's- early 30's was observing us from the side of the bench..i don't know we were playing it good or not..or wether we were too noisy for him..thats until he stood up & went to us..i thought he was like only praising us that we were playin good or sumthin..thats until he introduced himself as muhd yasin..from a recording company..i was like wow..then he told us some of his music couriers, what its like in the music recording studio, some music notes..stuffs like that..he gave his card to zaaq & told him that hes got a good voice & good at guitar..then he said that saufi can sing..which i still think he cant..hehe..then he said that i got a good voice, i can sing & the way that i strum is very good to him..hmm..my strumming? i dint know that my strumming of guitar is any different from zaaq..yarh..could this be the begining of what every people ever dream of?? ..so he thaught us how to sing & play guitar till 9pm..by then all of us went to fork canning hill for a "ghost hunting" thingy..

..haziq brought along his camera..sadly amy had to be back home..on the way there zaaq chased me..ofcourse i ran away..but he still chased me..we were running & i dint see any thing on the ground cuz it was dark..dint see a handicap slope either..thats where i missed my step & fell on my right knee, then on the left, then on my elbow & finally was dragged about 5 meters away from the spot where i fell..just laied down there & dint do anything..hhaa..bodo..so yarh..still got to climb up loads of steps. dint see anything much..just some smell from the tree & all..

well, i think thats all i can say..been sayin soo much..my knees still hurts..abit only ah..hahaha!!

-Berambus... @-11:50 PM

"..even heros have the right to dream.."

so here i am back home updating an entry after some days..cuz someone wants to read my blog..woaa..i dint know that its so intersting..heh..well, now here i am listenin to music & eating some leftover ice cream that i found in the freezer..hehe..yummie..

...im damn tired..my legs especially feels like its gonna fall off..cuz during the karate training somewhere in the streachin, i think i tore my mussel on my right thigh joint...again..urghh..damn it..hmm..kk..thats ok..it will heal again..in a week or so. i've been thinking, on one hand i got the NUS comp for karate some where in the end of march?..i dont know if i can win or not..but then on the other hand, i got rocka mania comp (rock climbin comp) at temasek poly..confirm tak leh menang nyer..currently im slackin more on my rock..hmm..feel like goin to climb asia again..missed those times..heh..

so start the day by waking up from this dream i had..which i 110% possibility think wont happen in a thousand years. about someone that i know/admire alot..i dunno what the hell am i doin rollerblading around my area, then somehow she was there also..then we stopped cuz the traffic light was red..so we talked bout sumthin..then she looked at my eyes, so i looked back. then we got closer & closer and...we kissed? ermm..yarh..then i pushed her back slowly & sayin that this is wrong, shes already got a guy & it definitely dont feel right at all..so she just smiled & said she undersatnd..then flashed back to reality & there i was back on the bed with my mum beside me waking me up..hmm..yeah..soo like i said, that wont ever happened in a thousand years..

..went back to sleep again..haha..woke up when i heard my phone ringging..its saufi..bla bla bla..its already 12pm..i totally i got a theory test at 10am! shucks..sighh....dont know whats going on my lil head of mine..then get ready & all..messaged mariam & amy where are they during that time..so met up with them at century square..mariam got more presents? haha..belated b'day presents i guess..followed them to window shopping..hmm..yes..although i know how draggy it can be but, all this im already used to..like my mum & sis for example..they can shop forever..haha..so then went to skool & met up with farouk at the MLC lab..so to burn the time till 6pm, we went to cafe eat, drink, talk & stuff..went to karate after that..hmm..bla bla bla..run here, kick there, punch-punch..tired...went back home with liza..beli telor kat kedai when i reached my stop..hmm...must i tell every detail?? bahahahahaaa..

..so i think i'll stop here...hopefully i can wake up tomorrow for my java class..hmm..havent been there for quite some time now..got guitar lessons tomorrow at 2pm also..so yarh..beat it guys, im tired & thats all i can say folks..

-Berambus... @-11:05 PM