can't find the peace within

school had already started yesterday..was really hazy that i can't see bout few 100 meters plus or so..it was really bad..even when waking up in the morning could smell burning ashes all around..so anyway, was quite bumped that school starts so fast(but ade gak bagos nyer..dpt tgk umi..hah!)..but what to do..exams in the beginning of december..sighh..so i hav only like around 8 weeks or so to cramp everything into my brain..

so anyway, i havent seen her for almost 2 weeks already..the first look of her was like..sighh..falling in love all over again? hmm..or izzit that i just missed her too much..yarh..fell asleep during the last theory lesson..dah sah aku nye orang ni tak bole blaja..blaja je tido..tau2 kepale kat meja..wakakakaa..so then after school went to work straight..she sends me to work then can go back with the same bus..so nice of her..but i just couldn't stop looking at her when entering to work..hehe..."dah lama tak berjumpa, rindu rasa hati"

the outlet was quite busy i think..cuz for afternoon shift theres only zoe, nureez & me..just the 3 of us running the outlet..zoe doing the gormet..nureez doing casher & cakes..and me doing all the drinks! ok maybe not all..haha..very tired after work..zoe said that transport won't be sending anyone else except for nureeze & me if we took it..felt happy thinking that we got to go back home fast straight away..but then the driver told us that he got to pick up the other crew from east coast outlet first..then send whoever is staying near there..then he can send nureeze to simei & me to tamp then can pick up the other crew at centuary square after that...but noo..he makes a 1 very BIG complicated round..sighhh...so end up i came home at around 1+..when i can actually reach at around 12.45..im not gonna take transport again..except if i got some emergency stuff..hehe..

so i din't get to sleep..thaught i could sleep at 3 after doing some "wrapping" for some stuff..but..i don't know why..kept on tossing and turning..then end up by waking up about 5 minutes before sahur..hmm..used to it already..so seriously i dont have enough sleep..

fid is already at the outlet as his 1st day..hmm..wonder how is he hanging on?..hopefully he won't be eating or drinking any of the stuff early this morning..haha..

met my dear at the bus stop..and i arrived first before her..hahahaha..(told ya i won't be late) she was happy that she got a lil something form me that she want..well i hope shes happy with the other "thing" thats been wrapped up..but i got a feeling that she is..

in school currently..suppose to do this report but i forgot what to search on..so im blogging instead..hehe..so tired right now..feeling like im forcing myself to open my eyes by putting some little sticks on each of my eye lids to make it stay open..seriously i could just doze off any time..then i have to work some more..sighh..must keep remind myself "must think about the money" yeahh..

so i guess thats about all..think im gonna "rest" my head on the table now..haahaa..till next time then..

.:.already 7 months..every 17th day..would always be a magnificent day for us..see how time flies pass us so fast..but never a single day i would ever forget how all the things happen between us that fast..hope to keep making u happy..i pray to keep our love strong..i pray even harder to make it forever.:.

-Berambus... @-8:43 AM

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