not sleeping again/silent conversation

it's 3.35am & still i can't sleep..i don't know why..sighh..so many sleepless nights..so what might be this head with a pice of brain inside that i can't be sleeping??

..too worried?..
..about myself to where am i heading to..
..about my parents..
..about my dear..
..too happy?..
..about my reliationship with my dear..
..about my room that it's half way clean..
..too sad?..
..that i haven't seen, hug, touch or kiss my dear for days..
..about my parents..
..about my dear cuz of some stuff at her home..
..too angry?..
..that life is unfair..
..that my phone is being cut off totally & people can't contact me..
..that i don't have money..
..that i know i couldn't stop smoking..
..too fustrated?..
..that it's already been days i've been stuck at home..
..about my phone again..
..that i don't have any job..
..about myself at certain things maybe..
..that i can't sleep at night most of the time..
..confused?..
..about my parents again..
..things that i can't undersatnd..

..hmm..well i think thats about all the stuff in my head most of the time..

it's really weird to be on the phone & not saying anything at all..silent conversations? its where both of them don't know what to talk but still can't sleep..naah..but i don't mind..just knowing that i'll be there for that someone is good enough..yea it might be boring but u know that u are spending some time together with someone special..cuz of havent seen for days..

.."rindu"..
..makan tak kenyang..
..tido tak lena..
..mandi tak basah..
..kencing tak hancing..(haha!)

maybe abit of this song by selena could explain abit of why i can't sleep..

"Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star

That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'

Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me"

.:.miss you every time when your not here with me..

..miss you even more when far away from me..really hope to see you again real soon..

(i din't get to say "i love you" after i said "good night" & you hang up).:.

-Berambus... @-3:15 AM

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