...Saturday, June 24, 2006...
so yesterday went to guitar lesson with zaaq..met up with him at simei..bla bla bla..played some chords thats hard for me to follow up..unlike zaaq, he can catch the chords very fast just by listening..yarh..so then after that went to amy's house..chill & relax..teaching amy & my umi how to play the guitar abit..then too bad time flies really fast when ur having fun..then we had to go back cuz my dear cant be home late..then in the train..sumthing sumthing..dont really wanna talk about it..then meet up with zaaq, han & adam at esplanade..my head was really hurting me..too much thinking i guess..really got no mood yesterday..but still..hmm..so neway, zaaq was teaching me how to play "perangkap cinta"..cant concentrate on the playing much..then bla bla bla..went back home..reached home at around 11.30 i guess..then i really cant sleep..thinking about what i also dont know..or maybe its the toads that has been making the noise at the field thats been keeping me up all night..hmm..so picked up my guitar & started to play the song that zaaq wrote the lyrics & chords for me..played the song till my left fingers turned purple..eeks..now its really in pain..so played the song again & again till i get it right till around 3 am..then went to sleep..
woke up in the morning by my mum who puts some hair dye on my hair..hmm..a new way to wake me up to do my morning prayers?? ape daah..i think i saw she did the same to my sis too..haha..yarh..went back to bed right after that..then woke up again at around 12 & message my umi..then went to brush my teeth & called her up..well, everythings fine now..then put down the phone cuz both of us need to bath..hehe..so i went to the kitchen & eat whatever is on the table..then went to take my shower..after getting out of the shower, umi messaged me saying that her dad saw the pictures of me & her..damn..im not gonna write what else she said that had happened..kecoh giler kalau mak bpk dpt tau..y cant he understand that her daughter is already old enough to take care of herself? definately theres no trust..i know that hes the very religious type of preson..now im starting to wonder how her dad meets his wife? sighhh...hope that all of this would work out soon.."forbidden things always seems hard to resist"
.:.I would rather spend 1 life time with you, rather then face all eternity in this world alone.:.