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2007-05-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

"so many tired nights of working at coffee bean..but hey, it's all worth it" i kept on telling myself that..well, just cameback from work..& here i am blogging at 1am while watching 2 idiotic cute rabbits run around..hopefully i won't accidentally squish either 1 of them withe the chair..haha..

sometimes i think to myself, is it worth working with 4 bucks an hour with runnig around the whole outlet serving impatient people with their food & drinks? hmm...well so long as there's fun people working with me i think its worth it..but still the pay won't be enough for my every needs..well, just gotta lean how to SAVE thats all..sounds so easy but the saving part...sighh...now how am i gonna get myself a transport of my very own..

so anyways think im getting sleepy already..gonna go crash & wont wake up till tomorrow afternoon i guess..i'm not lazy, just a hardy sleeper..

the come back

2007-05-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

..wow..its been like..half a year??..since my last entry?? well, don't think that people read this blog any more..cuz i think they might think that i wouldn't put up a new entry any more..

..the thing is, i've been kinda "busy" lately for the past few months & don't really have the time to write down a new entry..been busy with work at coffee bean then went on for an "attachment" under a company called axis plus which is under some major companies like samsung, nokia & sony ericsson. i got into sony ericsson. life working there is damn hard cuz 1st thing i realize is that the management there kinda corky & 2nd, everyone there is working very hard but the pay is too low for a technician..

..so let me see what else had been happening around at home..my silly elder sis got a stable job AND got 2 little cute wabbit for her 21st b'day..nonet still schooling and still as..hmmm..as same as before..ayah got a job..i think..mama..well, still a theripist at citra sari. and as for me, well right now still working at the airport coffee bean where u can get to know all sorts of people there..nice ones & definately alot of arse-holes..oh & i got my carrier with the police! yeah..got my 1st letter from them around feburary..then wen on for the 2nd interview..then when i thaught it was over, cuz i definately thaught that i wouldn't get through, i was thinking of going back to school to continue back for my higher nitec cert with some of my buddies..but i guess they had forgetten about me & appeal without me, the 3rd letter came around last week! sayin that i'll be having a panel interview this coming friday..wow..really din't expect to get this far..i know this sounds silly, but ever since i was little, i wanna be a policemen! juz like my dad maybe? maybe or maybe not i will get through this interview, i wouldn't know..sighh..

..and as for me & my dearest?..well, everything is aye-ok..although there are some rough times, but we got it through together..oh & shes in coffee bean too..haha..

..hmm..thinking about doing some..or alot of changes for my blog..well, i guess its till next time i find the perfect time to update & change my blog look..

hari raya is comin...ermm..don't really feeling it..

2006-10-23T01:42:00.000+08:00

well, its already the last day of the fasting month..the house is still kinda in a mess..hehe..gonna get it clean as soon as possible..hmm..

..can say that some how the spirit or "suasana" hari raya is just not there..cant really feel it again..unlike when i was a toddler..the family would be very busy cleaning the house. changing the curtains..the type of stuff that my family would usually do..and i would get very excited for no reason at times..i don't know..its like the feeling is gone..

so anyway, work is great..tired? yes ofcourse..but not that tired cuz of the people that works there..now fid is a new member in the coffee bean..and things just gets more crazier..hah..

sighh...realli can't wait for hari raya to be here..can't wait for it to end..can't wait for dikir barat in school to be open..can't wait for my final exams so that i can work more while waiting for the results & get nitec course then move on with higher nitec..

i guess thats about all..think i'll go to bed now before i can't wake up in the morning..

(hmm..wonder if tomorrow is a half day..)

can't find the peace within

2006-10-17T08:43:00.000+08:00

school had already started yesterday..was really hazy that i can't see bout few 100 meters plus or so..it was really bad..even when waking up in the morning could smell burning ashes all around..so anyway, was quite bumped that school starts so fast(but ade gak bagos nyer..dpt tgk umi..hah!)..but what to do..exams in the beginning of december..sighh..so i hav only like around 8 weeks or so to cramp everything into my brain..

so anyway, i havent seen her for almost 2 weeks already..the first look of her was like..sighh..falling in love all over again? hmm..or izzit that i just missed her too much..yarh..fell asleep during the last theory lesson..dah sah aku nye orang ni tak bole blaja..blaja je tido..tau2 kepale kat meja..wakakakaa..so then after school went to work straight..she sends me to work then can go back with the same bus..so nice of her..but i just couldn't stop looking at her when entering to work..hehe..."dah lama tak berjumpa, rindu rasa hati"

the outlet was quite busy i think..cuz for afternoon shift theres only zoe, nureez & me..just the 3 of us running the outlet..zoe doing the gormet..nureez doing casher & cakes..and me doing all the drinks! ok maybe not all..haha..very tired after work..zoe said that transport won't be sending anyone else except for nureeze & me if we took it..felt happy thinking that we got to go back home fast straight away..but then the driver told us that he got to pick up the other crew from east coast outlet first..then send whoever is staying near there..then he can send nureeze to simei & me to tamp then can pick up the other crew at centuary square after that...but noo..he makes a 1 very BIG complicated round..sighhh...so end up i came home at around 1+..when i can actually reach at around 12.45..im not gonna take transport again..except if i got some emergency stuff..hehe..

so i din't get to sleep..thaught i could sleep at 3 after doing some "wrapping" for some stuff..but..i don't know why..kept on tossing and turning..then end up by waking up about 5 minutes before sahur..hmm..used to it already..so seriously i dont have enough sleep..

fid is already at the outlet as his 1st day..hmm..wonder how is he hanging on?..hopefully he won't be eating or drinking any of the stuff early this morning..haha..

met my dear at the bus stop..and i arrived first before her..hahahaha..(told ya i won't be late) she was happy that she got a lil something form me that she want..well i hope shes happy with the other "thing" thats been wrapped up..but i got a feeling that she is..

in school currently..suppose to do this report but i forgot what to search on..so im blogging instead..hehe..so tired right now..feeling like im forcing myself to open my eyes by putting some little sticks on each of my eye lids to make it stay open..seriously i could just doze off any time..then i have to work some more..sighh..must keep remind myself "must think about the money" yeahh..

so i guess thats about all..think im gonna "rest" my head on the table now..haahaa..till next time then..

.:.already 7 months..every 17th day..would always be a magnificent day for us..see how time flies pass us so fast..but never a single day i would ever forget how all the things happen between us that fast..hope to keep making u happy..i pray to keep our love strong..i pray even harder to make it forever.:.

2006-10-05T20:01:00.001+08:00

posing for the picture after dinner at Yasmin

..sighh..

hmm..some how i think that im always the one who can't sit still

..ermm..perot sapa lagi boncit??..huahuahua..

flat after dinner & just lay anywhere..even on the table!

a.k.a: Musang Berjangut/Tenuk/Oyol/"dia adalah sebatang popiah, was feeling really happy after had filling up his belly..

nonet looks ugly with those type of poses..kuang kuang..

their ugliest mug shot ever at bugis bazar!!

songkok raye rasta 2006??

..there's still some more pictures but there seems to be error somewhere & i can't upload it..hmmm...maybe the next entry den..

.."wake me up shen september ends.."

2006-10-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

..its been like more than a month since i last updated..so been missing out on the whole of september..

..all i can say that now its already the school's 3 weeks of holiday..
..now's already in the 2nd week..
..and also the 2nd week of Ramadhan..

.."macam-macam cobaan lah dalam bulan yang suci ini"..

so anyway, the latest that happened was my mum's 43rd birthday! & my dad treat all of us (including fid) to a new stall at bushrah street named yasmin..my mum's boss aunty restraunt..and my dad helps to organized the place or something like that..the food there was really nice..."i liooke.."

hmm..other than that nothing much happen..work, work, work..fast, fast, fast..just can't wait for Syawal to come..or maybe its just the kid inside me that cant wait for it..and also for my next pay some where next week..heheh..just hopefully they pay me the correct amount this time..

..ayte then..gotta go now..gonna help my dear in her project..i'll update the pictures on my mum's b'day soon..

"..late night..come home..work sucks..i know.."

2006-08-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

the time now shows that its already 3am. hmm..yes yes..i know..i should be sleeping by now since i got class which starts at 8am tomorrow..or should i say later?..haha..

so i've been working a lot lately..(harap2 gaji bulan ni banyak..haha!) even on today! im refearing to monday by the way..after school straight to work from 5-12. reached home around 10 minutes before 1am..then just remembered that i had to do a lil "script" for my dear about an anti-drug compertition thingy..yarh so currently finished doing all that..hope she likes it..or rather her teacher in charge.

so here i am blogging with my baggy eyes that only had an hour and a half of sleep last night..picked up my dear from her home & went to school together. but before that went to mcdonals to buy for us breakfast. hehe..she looked at me like as though im weird by buying her breakfast early in the morning & showing up late at the bus stop..hehe..so we ate in the bus 22 to tampines interchange & meet up amy there. seriously with work & all, it already seems that im not spending a lot of time with her..hmm..tapi bagoss...ni kirekan practice for the future when im going to NS in 2 years time..i think..

..bla bla bla, went to class looking all sloopy & sleepy with slacked hair without any wax on it. then i realised that todays our class photo taking! urghh! and my hair looks like shit! but takpe..ni name nye relek..im really lazy to comb..sikat punyer sikat lawa2 pon in the end beserabai gak..soo never mind lah..

..hmm..i think that about it that i can write in for now..cuz i REALLY need to get some sleep since my class starts soon..damn it!

working madness

2006-08-24T09:24:00.000+08:00

~yawwnn..its 9.20am & im already in the school's MLC..my dear is beside me doing her assignment..sighh..im tired..slept at around 2+ last night..i would have be sleeping earlier if i had reach home earlier from work..missed the last bus at tamp & i have to walk all the way back home..whoaa liau..mane dengan cake byk2 la, snapple dlm beg la, buku skola la..my legs were killing me..

..so work was ok..learning doing the casher..absorbing it slowly..sighh..im such a slow learner..anyways, yesterday most of the staff & assistant manager told me about haziq's attitude..which surprised me cuz i i din't expect him to be behaving that way..ted was telling me that he talked too much & but know nothing inside..in other words, "macam paham"..so ted asked me to talk him about this before he does..if he does then it wont be nice to him..now im stressing myself of what to talk to him about..its VERY hard to take care & concern of other peoples feelings..cuz you might not know when they're hurt..sumthing sumthing..

lemme see what else i can say...basically im just tired..thats all..wonder how long will i last in this working thingy & the other balance that im having..

2006-08-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

the 2 tickets to ant bully

the food that we ate

chip & dale to my dearest

me & my dearest with chip & dale

all the stuff that i bought for her

ahh..ni ape hal lak nak act cute..

the 5th wonderful month

2006-08-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was really wonderful..i know that its our 5 months & i just got paid last monday & wanted to give some surprises for my dear..went to school in the morning & dint have any opportunity to get out of the school & buy some of the stuff that i had planned in mind for quite some time..then i got a call from home that somethin-somethin is going on & had to go back home for a while..told her that i had to go home & can't see during break time..she sounds very upset..hmmm..so anyway, after settled things at home went to century square & bought for her small version of chip & dale soft toys..then went to golden village at TM & bought 2 tickets to ant bully at 4.25pm..then went to pizza hut & ask if they could reserve a table for a couple..but sadly, they can only reserve for 4 or more people..but never mind, thats ok..right after that went to a magazine store & bought this month's addition of cleo magazine..right after that went rushed back to school just before 1pm just to cheer her up..

..arrived at school & saw amy & ah siang (did i get her name right?) with my dear at forum..she dosent look too happy..then both amy & ah siang were like "..ok we shall leave you guys alone now.." so i stood infront of her put up my hand & said "..tak salam dose taau.." so bla bla bla..said sorry to her that i can't spend time with her during break & sat down beside her & said, "..i got something for you.." took out my wallet & showed the tickets to her..she was very VERY surprised & hugged me..yes, yes i know. "...aawwwwwww..." so she hugged me so tight that hides her face on my sholder right after i told her that this is just 1 of the 5 surprises that i got for her. then i felt that as if tears went rolling down..and it did..not cuz of sadness, but tears of joy..maybe i over did my surprise..hmm..din't really made her cry..she asks why 5? i told her, "..5 months maah..5 surprises just for my dear.." and hugs me tighter..then i sent her back to class & wait for it to end.

while waiting, found bashir & farouk at noods..so chilled there for a while while waiting for time to fly..then saw pel & talked to him about dikir barat that would be reopening in school very soon..with fid as our instructor..hmm..wonder how his teaching methods will be like..so then accidentally bumped into mr andrew, the guy incharge of CEMTA (Center sumthing Music sumthing & Arts)..finally after a week of searching for him..talked to him that we wanted to reopen back dikir at our school with instructor & it was already been approved..woohoo! can't wait..really happy that i finally got to be a part of dikir barat after so long..so we all sat down & talked about this till my dear had finish her class..

..then went to TM & watched ant bully..very interesting show..wish i can be an ant..hehe! then after that went to the 2nd surprise..purposely walked pass pizza hut..was try to make her think that we were only passing by..then pulled her right infront of it..hehehe..she was shocked..i think..we ordered the cheesy bites pizza, garlic bread, chicken drumlets..well u should know the rest of the pizza stuff that usually people eat there..after taking our order, i asked her to close her eyes..then put dale on her dinner plate..stood right beside her wispered in her ears & asked her to open..she was really surprised..hehe..then she asked me to close my eyes cuz she got something for me..and when i opened them, there's this red envelope with my name on it..i know it took her alot of effort of making the card..after i read it, i felt like...hmm..errrmmm..k nothing..moving on, we ate our dinner together for the 1st time..sighh..so wonderful..

..after finishing everything & while waiting for the bill, yam was playing with dale..as if he was walking here & there around the table..i asked her to do it again..so she did..as her hand which was on dale gets closer to me, i took out chip & said helloo..she was again surprised..

..after that we went to some of the converse & kappa discount thingy at the 1st level..i was thinking of buying the kappa shirt that i saw the other time..but it wasn't there any more..so bought an another design instead..& i bought for yam a...ermm..an everlast sports bra..hehe..then took the bus send her back home..in the bus, i asked her to close her eyes, for the last time, & put the cleo magazine on her bag which was on her lap..she hugged me & all..hehe...

..sighhh..its such a wonderful, wonderful 5th month..well, i guess thats just about all..oh yarh..& there's some pics of yesterdays event..till next time then..

.:.never before i have done this to anyone before..your the 1st..im glad that i found you..cuz there's certainly nobody like you.:.

gets me so down..down..down..down..

2006-08-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

..family..the only place where a home can be complete with..where you can turn, talk & share with someone..the only place to have shelter, rest, safe & warm..its where you know you would get more love & respect anywhere else..

..yes that's true..

..but what if its the other way round?? where home is a place where you don't normally sit down & talk out what's really in your heart..its where you are like being caged in & can't go out & enjoy life to the fullest..

..as an adult, think you can talk it out with the head of the family why things are being treated differently when you yourself know that the things that are happening to you in the house are not being treated fairly?

..as a child, do you respect or afraid of the man in the house?

respect the man of the house: respect for being the man of the house, share things with him, sit & talk things out when you feel that things are not right or unfair. and asking questions of "why" and get things sort out immediately..

afraid of the man of the house: avoid talking & keeping everything to yourself cuz you don't see any point of talking & afraid of the man thinking that you're being rude to him, stressing yourself at home & keep on asking youself "why" and then things won't be sort out until..forever..

which do you prefer??

..and as the man of the house, do you want your child to respect or afraid of you?

..think about it..cuz i already did..

some camp huh?

2006-07-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

the karate camp was changed from a 3 days to a 2 days camp all because most of them could not be there..only a total of 12 people turned up for the camp..even my dear could not overnight or come to the camp cuz of her dad..hmmph....but what bothers me the most is that zaaq, farouk & me had already planned to make a treasure hunt at night but that was also cancelled cuz he training schedule was changed again from the treasure hunt then karate training to training first then the hunt..what the heck..i've already knew that after the training, most of the guys are already too tired to play the game..so it was cancel..

..during the making of the hunt we actually made a 5 clues for each of the 2 teams..from 1 clue to another and so on and on..then the 2nd last clue we thaught of making it more intersting by asking the help of the security guard by asking the question to the teams & if its correct then give the last clue to the team..so we asked if he wants to help & explained to him whats about to happen..and the 1st thing he asked, "..ok..what the name & ic of the people?.." i looked at zaaq & rouk & all of us were blur..this guy is either "stupid", blur, was not listening to what did we were explaining just now or just need to fix his brain..so we explained to him again in fine details..then he said ok & agreed..then we told him that we would come back later & went around the skool to set up the clues..so after about 2 hours of setting up the clues all around the skool, i told zaaq to go back to the security guard cuz i feel that something is not right..so we went down from the business block & bumped with him on the 1st level..all three of us were stunned to see him not at his post..he was sayin something like we need to talk & be approved by the main security guard post..then i looked back at the clue in the envolope that we gave him to hold on..and 1 of them had already been torn opened..what the hell..then we went to ask the other security post which was at the car entrance post..we tell them the same thing that we told the other guy..but this time only more security guard..jawapan paling best skali..1 of the pakcik who were not wearing any security uniform smoking told us that why are we having a camp in the skool & who gave us permission to camp there..and also we need to show them a memo authorized by the skool if not we were asked to leave the skool..what the heck..lain org mintak tolong lain yang jadi..i wonder what type of world did the security guard in the night shift came from..now i would never look at the security guards in skool the same again..or maybe not even look at them at all..bloody hell..

..so neway, during the night can't really sleep..firstly cuz i was talking to my dear on the phone for about an hour or so..then tried to sleep but cant cuz creatures in the night kept on biting on my foot & making it itchy that i cant sleep..so just sat down on the stadium seats with zaaq & just talked about almost everything..was thinking & imagining that my dear is next to me..then along came farouk..dah jadi cam bujang lapok giler..haha..all of us talked bout some stuff..like how is it going to be in the future for us..how are we gonna be like when we are married to the ones we love & have kids..how many kids do we want stuff like that..then off to bed..the 3 of us slept close to each other & talked some more while everyone else was asleep..then farouk went snoring..haha..so left me & zaaq..i was about to sleep until he disturbed me in not going to sleep cuz he cant sleep..poking me & stuff..bodo..die nye pasal aku tak bole tido..since he had already disturbed & i cant sleep, so both of us tried to "sabo" who ever is asleep..both of us were thinking of carrying farouk's safari bed to the filed..& just see his reaction when he woke up later on..hahahaha..yea..can u just imagine that..it would be very funny..but his bed was not fixed properly & we scared that his bed would fold into half while we were carrying him..hahaha..so with that fail, we just put on colgate on him, syufhan, sani & some on black as well..haha..but syufhan got the worst..hahhaa...imagine waking up in the middle of the night & the 1st thing that u taste was colgate..already fresh aye?..haha

..hmm..i guess thats all the intersting things in the camp..now im off in calling my dear..

.:.come & lie your body next to mine & watch the stars with me..

..i'll hug you when your body feels cold & wisper sweet words in your ear to warm you up..

..come & lie your body next to mine & watch the moon with me..

..just like the first time i watched it with you before we were lovers..

..come & lie your body next to mine & watching out for a shooting star with me..

..we shall make a wish that we would be together for now, forever & for all eternity.:.

..busy busy busy..

2006-07-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

busy busy me..been busy lately for this week since i got a job..hehe..coffee bean at airport terminal 1..im a coffee guy! yea! heh..thanks to bobo that i got the job..yam tried to apply for it too but so sad that she dint get in..cuz they need people to work even after the holidays..too bad she cant..so anyway, i was suppose to start on last monday..not knowing that we have to bring our own black pants, i wore my blue jeans instead..so cant work with with blue jeans, i have to go back home with the uniform & to come back the next day..so this its already been 2 days of working..can only remember some of the drink of how to make it..but i will remember it all some how..just takes time..

hmm..im tired..dont know what else to update..so guess that will be all..yaawn..

.:.an unforgetable day it was..won't ever forget what happened..you were wonderful.:.

not sleeping again/silent conversation

2006-07-05T03:15:00.000+08:00

it's 3.35am & still i can't sleep..i don't know why..sighh..so many sleepless nights..so what might be this head with a pice of brain inside that i can't be sleeping??

..too worried?..
..about myself to where am i heading to..
..about my parents..
..about my dear..
..too happy?..
..about my reliationship with my dear..
..about my room that it's half way clean..
..too sad?..
..that i haven't seen, hug, touch or kiss my dear for days..
..about my parents..
..about my dear cuz of some stuff at her home..
..too angry?..
..that life is unfair..
..that my phone is being cut off totally & people can't contact me..
..that i don't have money..
..that i know i couldn't stop smoking..
..too fustrated?..
..that it's already been days i've been stuck at home..
..about my phone again..
..that i don't have any job..
..about myself at certain things maybe..
..that i can't sleep at night most of the time..
..confused?..
..about my parents again..
..things that i can't undersatnd..

..hmm..well i think thats about all the stuff in my head most of the time..

it's really weird to be on the phone & not saying anything at all..silent conversations? its where both of them don't know what to talk but still can't sleep..naah..but i don't mind..just knowing that i'll be there for that someone is good enough..yea it might be boring but u know that u are spending some time together with someone special..cuz of havent seen for days..

.."rindu"..
..makan tak kenyang..
..tido tak lena..
..mandi tak basah..
..kencing tak hancing..(haha!)

maybe abit of this song by selena could explain abit of why i can't sleep..

"Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star

That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'

Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me"

.:.miss you every time when your not here with me..

..miss you even more when far away from me..really hope to see you again real soon..

(i din't get to say "i love you" after i said "good night" & you hang up).:.

so may restless nights

2006-07-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

wonder what's wrong with me..can't sleep well for the past few days. sleeping all day & staying up all night..hmm..but last night was the worst of them all..went to bed at around 3.30am & kept on tossing & turning on the bed till 7am..
..too much to think about some stuff?..
..do i feel that my day was not complete?..
..is there something missing?..
..or do i just missed that someones voice so much cuz before i sleep?

but then when i asleep, kept on having weird silly dreams..
..dremt that 1 of my teeth fell out..
..having $101 100 in cash in my wallet..($100 000, $1000 & $100 in separated notes)
..drinking orange liquor at a high class party..(felt so real dat i could even taste it & feeling high)
..smoking weed at school..(again felt high in the dream)
..wet dream..ermm..naahh..not really..not yet..heh..

..restless night & somany unpleasant weird dreams..

so let me see whats been up..vaccumed the house yesterday..then went out to bobo's house to pick up some of his stuff like he told me to & meet him at airport at 12am after his work..cuz hes sleeping over right after work..so went there..chilled for a while..took a bottle of starbucks mocca flavour in the fridge just before i got out at around 10pm..din't know that it was his dad's drink..oops..so just took my time going there. took the train from hougang cuz i din't felt like taking the bus..

..saw 2 cute babies with different parents on the way to tanah merah..a boy & a girl..hehe..the girl was in the prem & the boy was being carried by his parents..then the girl was like flirting with the boy..she almost kissed him on the lips & their parents was like "eyy eyy eyy..jangan! eeeep.." hahaha..so cute..at that time i was wondering some where in the future, what if i have a child..would i be a good father? hmmm...but now is not the time to think about all that...yet..

so anyway, i was at tanah merah waiting for the train & my phone rang..umi called me..hehe..so talked for a while..since now is a very hard time for me to send any message or call out..cuz my phone line was cut some where around last week..so now i can only accept incoming calls since it's free..sending web sms & stuff lyk dat..budget giler..sighh..the bill almost reached to $500..and i havent paid it for about 4 months i think..thats why im applying for coffee bean at airport..work there with bobo..hmm..should have accepted his offer last year when he asked me if i wanna work there or not. hopefully i can get the job as soon as possible..cuz i seriously in need of cash..my larling is also applying for the same job..since TRU are cutting down the hours..hmm..hehe..get to see more of her..but its strictly work ofcourse..

so reached at the airport at around 11.30pm & waited for bo..while waiting, don't know what else to do so went around the terminal 1..looking at some tourist with big luggage..stuff like that. went to the toilet..it's quite interesting really..in the cubical beside the toilet roll, theres this spray where u spray some on the toilet roll & wipe it at the toilet seat..a seat wiper..hmm..then theres also this little table on the top of the toilet roll which u can pull it down..i don't know what the hell is it for..if its for resting ur arm or do some last minute writing while u doing ur business..hmm..so then got out of the toilet & still bored waiting for bo to finish up his work..so called up my dear at the pay phone..during a call my finger would always miss behave as in it would be somewhere in my pocket, then on top of the phone, pressing the volume of the phone..then my finger went into the little hole where ur change would always be after u hang up..and i found 10 cents..then tried looking at the next pay phone and found another 10 cents..haha..yessah..can talk longer on the phone..hehe..

so then bo had finished his work & i got a free drink! heehee..took 27 back to tampines & walked home at the front of the library since theres no more bus in service..as we walked, we heared echo of singaporeans shouting as i know they were watching england vs. portugal..fifa feaver..so i joined in too (although im not a big fan of soccer)..joined in as in shouting "GOAAAL!" as we were walking..wahahahaa..take that soccer freaks..so reached home & the game was still on..
..bobo watched with my dad..
..now he got someone to talk with when watching soccer..
..if its not him then it's fid..
..both were shouting like crazy..
..i was there too but not watching the tv..but watching them screaming..haha..
..if its not fid then it would be my sis..(since when she likes watching soccer?)
..beckham injured..bobo cried..
..during the penalty shoot out, everyone starts to pray..
..england lost..they cried..
..bobo cried with them as well..

hmm..very intersting..me watching people being hypnotized or "sampuk" by the game..makes me laugh at them when they went like "goal..GOAL..GOAAAL! urghh..bodo..asal tak masok!?" well, its easier said then done..

..well i think i've write enough for 1 day..till next time then..

.:.he have no right to treat you like that..dosen't he know that? but that's ok..i'll always be treating you right. our love is still very dangerous..we're living our love life very dangerously..cuz im dangerously in love with you.:.

can't stop sleeping awake

2006-06-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

bummer..bored at home with nothing else better to do..so just updating my blog to kill the time..

so yesterday went to guitar lesson with zaaq..met up with him at simei..bla bla bla..played some chords thats hard for me to follow up..unlike zaaq, he can catch the chords very fast just by listening..yarh..so then after that went to amy's house..chill & relax..teaching amy & my umi how to play the guitar abit..then too bad time flies really fast when ur having fun..then we had to go back cuz my dear cant be home late..then in the train..sumthing sumthing..dont really wanna talk about it..then meet up with zaaq, han & adam at esplanade..my head was really hurting me..too much thinking i guess..really got no mood yesterday..but still..hmm..so neway, zaaq was teaching me how to play "perangkap cinta"..cant concentrate on the playing much..then bla bla bla..went back home..reached home at around 11.30 i guess..then i really cant sleep..thinking about what i also dont know..or maybe its the toads that has been making the noise at the field thats been keeping me up all night..hmm..so picked up my guitar & started to play the song that zaaq wrote the lyrics & chords for me..played the song till my left fingers turned purple..eeks..now its really in pain..so played the song again & again till i get it right till around 3 am..then went to sleep..

woke up in the morning by my mum who puts some hair dye on my hair..hmm..a new way to wake me up to do my morning prayers?? ape daah..i think i saw she did the same to my sis too..haha..yarh..went back to bed right after that..then woke up again at around 12 & message my umi..then went to brush my teeth & called her up..well, everythings fine now..then put down the phone cuz both of us need to bath..hehe..so i went to the kitchen & eat whatever is on the table..then went to take my shower..after getting out of the shower, umi messaged me saying that her dad saw the pictures of me & her..damn..im not gonna write what else she said that had happened..kecoh giler kalau mak bpk dpt tau..y cant he understand that her daughter is already old enough to take care of herself? definately theres no trust..i know that hes the very religious type of preson..now im starting to wonder how her dad meets his wife? sighhh...hope that all of this would work out soon.."forbidden things always seems hard to resist"

.:.I would rather spend 1 life time with you, rather then face all eternity in this world alone.:.

a lesson from my dad: help others who needed more then us..

2006-06-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

my dad once told me, "..even if we are in our difficult times, always try & help others who's in need more then us.." that really went into my head & stuck there..at that point of time i told myself, "hey..that old man really got a point.." he dosent really likes to talk much..only when necessary..

..that message from my dad appeared in my head last night when someone who my umi knows is really having a very rough time in life. she told me that hes sick for some time now..at hospital in need for operation..anyway to cut the story short, his elder sister kicked him out of the house, he lost his wife & son, his sis canceled his last operation which was suppose to be yesterday, his credit card was stolen by his cousin & now hes got no other place to go..only $2 in his wallet to last till friday given by his sis i think..what the heck is he gonna eat with only 2 bucks?? hes a human being for godsake..his whole family treat him like an animal just because hes an ex-con..hearing this story from umi really saddens me..even if he did something so wrong in the past, it dosent give his family the right to treat him that way..definately they have no heart at all..some family huh?..

..so just now in the morning tried calling him but he dint answer the phone..so just messaged him saying that i heard the situation from yam & want to help him..so he replied back saying thank u for my concern & hes ok with it..how is it ok?? sleeping outside & eating left over food from other people & being a begger?? anyway, i tried telling him that i wanna meet him..talk to him & help him or something..at least a bit also can..but he said there's nothing to talk about & can't accept my help..he said 2 more days till he gets to a new place....stubborn....he plead me to respect his decision..an so i did..cant force him..so i told him that im still willing to help whenever he wants it..

..if he had accepted my help, i would go out, find him & bring him here for food & shelter..

..sighh..guess life goes on..hmm..going out later..fetching my larling from skool..think i better go now..don't wanna be late..

.:.may Allah watch over him & protect him from harm..if you're reading this umi, i know you're very upset..but don't worry ayte? although hes having a very rough time in life & very stubborn, respect the decision hes made.:.

..if you want me to stay, i'll never leave you..

2006-06-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

glad to say that im feeling good..but still got some a little bit of coughing left..but other then that, im alright...

so today was the last day of the test papers..only had 2 of em actually....yesterday & today which we had to do in the hall..kinda scary seeing lots of tables & chairs arranged in very straight row..kinda reminds me of n-level..except this time its in a bogger hall & many more seats..so now we're having our holiday..5 weeks of holiday..2 weeks earlier then the rest of the skool...heeheehee...so anyway, just now was MCT test..darn it..can't really do..i prefer doing yesterday's C&IE paper..at least i know what im doing..looks like just have to wait for the results..got a really good feeling that its gonna be very bad..

...so after the test head down back to class to do C&IE phase test (re-test) haya..now that ms irene had explained to me in more details, i just found out that it's kinda easy..can fill up all the questions. after the test i had to follow her to the office to sign a form that i was caught for smoking..which was last year..what the hell..so then coincidence-ly mr leong was there & said "ahh..what's this?" as i was signing the form.."u smoke ah? now u got any cigaretts with you or not? how old are u now? bla bla bla.." the main point is that i was caught last year..& i thought i had already cleared my name..then he continued sayin that starting on 1st july onwards, there will no more smoking at any eating food places..not even the coffee shop..what the hell?! stupid goverment..they should bann drinking of alcohol & rise up the price instead..cuz if u ask me drinking also do harm in the body too..

..so anyway, then after that went to guitar lesson with zaaq..damn..the guy is teaching us some blues & jazz plucking...dont think i could get it cuz i dont even recognize the chords!! so after the lesson went to meet with my umi..who's been waiting for me at the forum all alone for a long time..kesian die..so sorry that i was late..20 minutes je..tak lame..hehe..so then after that went around some places together..then something happened..something that i dint ecpect it to happen but it did anyway..don't wanna put it down here..

..so i guess thats all about it..tomorrow's our 3rd month together..hmm..feel like i wanna get something for her but i don't know what & i ain't got no ca$h either..sighh..looks like i'd better be getting myself a job..get paid then can have some money to spend...sighhhh...

.:.i din't mean to show you the other side of me that i din't want to let you see..it's just that i couldn't control myself..guess you're the 1st one to see the 'soft' part of me. i won't ever leave your side..i wanna stay..cuz i love you so much.:.

i got the wrong tempreature..ohh damn..

2006-06-11T12:30:00.000+08:00

..just came back from the family clinic..the doctor gave me 2 days mc on monday & tuesday..damn...what am i gonna do at home?? really wanna get out of the house..wanna see my umi..

..last night was like hell..was on my bed but can't really sleep..kept on sleeping awake..firstly my tempreature i took before i went to bed at 5 was 37.1..then ate some medcine & rest for a while on my bed...really wanna sleep but can't..then took my tempreature again was 38.4..what the hell...was really feeling cold..so just on my bed trying to sleep with the blanket wrapping around me..then woke up at 9 & was wondering to myself where is everyone that suppose to be in the house..my parents & my elder sis..so only me & my adik was at home..hmm...so just lay on the bed while waiting for them..they only came back at 12 midnight...whoaaa..where the heck did they gone to?? then all of them starts to feeling my forehead..my sis was like "aku gi keje kau tido..aku balik pon kau tido..hmm.." bodo..so neways, my parents really stayed up almost the night just to take care of me..taking my tempreature every hour..especially my dad who went to bed at 4 in the morning..then before he went to bed, he took a last tempreature & it was 38.7..fuuhhh...so i can't really sleep...cuz nak tido pon rase tak sedap...

..now hearing my dad sneezing i think that the flu is really spreading around the house..so i just ate my medcine & now im gonna go & eat..then i don't know is its gonna make me any drowsy or sumthin...

.:.really don't feel like staying at home...i wanna go out & be with you...but looks like my condition dosen't allow it...i'll be missing you.:.

down with the sickness

2006-06-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

..urgghh...really feel like shit now..my nose feels like its gonna falls off cuz sneezed a lot..brain feels like its gonna explode & cant really think straight..throat feels dry even im already bloated cuz of drinking too much water..yup..think im sick..having flu & think im gonna have a feaver..darn it..think its the cool rainy weather these days..i dont usually get sick even when playin in the rain..haya..dont really feel like updating but..what the hell..im just gonna write a quick short one..

...so lemme see whats been up..yesterday's class starts at 10..yup, it was mr leong's lesson..asusual..booring..releasing us right on the dot..so then at 12 met up with the rest at noods..biase jugak..bla bla bla..went up to class at 1 cuz we had our class open book test..it was hard..even when its open book.. i was the last one to hand up the paper..seesh..then had MCT theory by mr leong again after a short break..but only pal & me came back after the break..the rest of the guys had already gone back home..idiot..so the both of us cabot also..hehe..so pal went back home, when i wait for my umi & amy to finish their class..then went to tampines..amy had to go home cuz she had some stuff goin on...then me & umi hang around tampines just to kill the time till 5.30..cuz we had our karate at 6..yeah..bla bla bla..trained till the sole of my foot blister was torn out..bla bla bla..send umi back home..it was such a lovely day..i dont know why im sayin it that way..hmm..maybe spending the time talking to my love ones really makes my day..

..woke up in the morning & it was very cold..umi wanted me to bring her sweater cuz it was very cold..but too bad it was already in the laundry..so i brought mine instead..was rushing my way to get out of the house till my sis called & told me that she had forgotten to bring her luch along to work..so i had to go back in the house..like duuhh..with loads of fustration i accidentally pulled the door knob handle waay down & it broke..& now its loose..uh-ooh..me always being the destroyer of the house..so i just grabbed my sis lunch & got out of the house & shut the door...D'OH! now no one can enter or get out..hmm..so called my parents after that & told them what happened..so got to the interchange & passed the food to my sis..name je da dapat diploma..tapi semue nyer bende terlupe..i wont be surprise if he forgots where fid is..wahahahaha!! so anyway, got to skool & passed umi my jacket then talked for a while & got class..hmm..class was boring..javascript..even i had to do some work, i just turned on the computer & surf the web..hehehe...bla bla bla..bashir had to do the javascript debugging test which was suppose to be 2 months ago..haha..bla bla bla..ate at noods..then went for guitar lesson with zaaq..bla bla bla..then went meeting umi & amy at the bus stop & headed to amy's house along with fazly..on the way there in the bus to woodlans, i was already started to sneezed alot..then i knew that this couldn't be good..so at amy's house just watched "main-main cinta" which amy bought at the interchange earlier on..so just chilled, relaxed & enjoyed watching the movie..especially watching it with umi..hehe..

..so went back home at around 6.15..was really feeling like shit by then..so sent my dear larling back..not entirely home though..so in the bus was really feeling very cold..even with my jacket on..so slept till i reached tampines..woke up feeling worse..sighh..bla bla bla..reached home & thaught that i cant open the door..my adik says that i only need to use the key & turn it..hmm..why dint i ever think of that..

..so now im at home..finally..sighh..fareed messaged me sayin that they will be going to dairy farm nature rock to climb..darn it...wish i could go..but too bad..i have to rest..just like what umi said..hmmm....well, think i better go now...feeling lazier to type & think any more..

.:.don't worry bout me..i'll be just fine..i'll be healing from this sickness of mine soon..so dont worry about me..=).:.

pizza+best buddies+my only 1= a fabulous day

2006-06-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

well, here's some of the yesterday's pics taken...i know that there's still some more..try to get it from amy later...if can..i like the pictures of yam & i taken by zaaq..especially the ones with the background of the buildings during the sunset...

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2006-06-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

its been quite a while since i last updated an entry..couldn't find the right time to update. everyday go to skool in the morning & come back home at night...by then i'd be too tired to create any new entries..so theres just too much to say whats been happening for the past 1 week..so i'll just skip it to last thursday..

..got a wake up call from umi & told me that its already 10..fuuhhh..got up straight away & when i realised that its only 9..hmmm...tau je cam ne nak buat org bangon linca2...so after got myself ready & all that went to the a.t.m machine & top up umi's prepaid & withdraw some money for her also..then asked if i could buy any cigaretts..hehe...SKL nyer...pink kaleer..harapkan wangi je..but its ok..so anyway, she said i could buy it..hmm..so then went straight to skool & met up bashir & shahiran at skools forum, then went to mr leongs microcontroller lesson...i dont like his lesson..not that its not good at all but he would usually drag the time till 15 minutes later even though his lesson was already over...darn...so then met up so the rest at noods..bla bla bla..after lunch was still mr leongs lesson..die-die must finish his projet on that day...lucky he's understanding..he said that we could pass it up on this coming monday..pheww..im half way finishing it already...then when we're about to pack up & clean up the lab, 1 of the long nose pliar was missing...whoaaa...the whole class went looking for it for about half an hour..hmm..so i dont know where it ran away to..met farouk at cafe 1 after that...then went to karate training at 6..so training for asusual..at the end of the training i already got me blisters at the soul of my foot..hard for me to walk bear footed..yarh so sent umi back home..did something for the 1st time again..cant tell what it is..haha...

..so yesterday javascript lesson was changed to communications & industrial electronics..bla bla bla..after class me & bashir met zaaq, farouk, fazli, haziq in front of the co-op shop..while waiting for amy & yam to finish up on their make-up..1 jam tak abis2 dlm toilet...hmm..so then went straight to simei mrt & headed to jurong point pizza hut..yam's treat..wooo..she got her 2nd pay recently & wanted to treat us at pizza hut..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..so u guys can look at some of the pictures later..

..so then with nothing else to do we headed down to city hall - suntec city window shopping for a while without bashir & farouk cuz they got work..so then we thaught of taking a group photo of us but couldn't find any neo print shop..so never mind..then amy & haziq got to go back home when we're going to esplanade..so only left me, yam, zaaq & fazli..zaaq went there to meet fidah & her fren to teach her to play guitar i guess...we went to the roof top..woo..1st time..a view from the top..sighh...sadly yam & i had to go..so i send her back..but she went to buy some food at a food benquet for her mum & herself too..then i send her back home..after that then i send myself back home..hehehe..

so i guess thats about it..today's saturday..hmmm..thinking of going for a jog later on at around 6+..well, thats all for today..till next time..

the pictures that we took during the chalet

2006-05-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

so many crazy pictures..wahahahahaa..thanks to amy for some of the pictures..

urghh...my bodys aching..waaaa!~

2006-05-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday woke up at 7 in the morning..had to go to skool cuz i volunteered to help out for rock climbing cuz the skool had this walkathon thingy..and for some participants they can use their $2 coupon to climb..hmmm...not that many people were there..imagine from 8-11, those who were there just climb on their own..bodo...da la panas gilerr..tebakar gak aku ni..so anyways, all of us just climb for fun & training...

..after that syawal & me went to bedok interchange to wait for zaaq, rouk, fazli, berok mak yea, liza, adam & amy to go to east coast costa sand resort chalet for karate..it was great..but it would be much more greater if my dear umi could come along...sighhh...so yea..really had a great time there..just chilling, playing guitar, zaaq took his 1st step on rollerblading, playing soccer which i think is the most fun & funniest part of the day..kekek gilerr main bola ngan dieorang..haha..such as fazli was talkin so much that the ball went straight to his face..kicked the ball so high that it went to the tree & took some time to get back down..innocent guy whos rollerblading fell cuz the ball bounced right infront of him & fell..WAHAHAHAAAA!! then went back to the chalet after the soccer cuz the buffet that michel ordered had arrived..the food was nice...really nice..yeah..after that syufhan & sani showed up cuz they went to the wrong chalet..at pasir ris instead of east coast where the place is..haha..pandai..then with the full stomach we chilled some more..then went to the beach malam-malam bute & took a dip..yup...all of us..well not all juz the malay karate guys that were there..it was fun..throwing each other into the sea..tossing each other to the air then splashed into the sea..wrestled at sea..and some/a lot of nonsense talking & sounds that we made..hahaha...sighh...sadly i had to go back home cuz i cant over night there..yea..it was a good thing that some of the guys send me back till at the tunnel..dapat bebual kejap since my mp3 is spoiled..urghh..

hopefully i'd be updating yesterdays events a.s.a.p

..was kinda tired by then..& i dint know where i was going..kept on looking for the bus stop 31 where i always took with my frens when ever we're at east coast..but instead i made a big round..was relived when i saw the bridge & the place that i reconized..by the time i was climbing the stairs on the bridge, i was dead tired..reached to the other side of the road & was about to reached the bus stop when i heard someone called my name & it really gave me a shock..skali tengok, yek eleh..si cik lizzie ngan matair die rupenyer..thaught that her guy sends her back home..pelik gak tgk die masih terselet kat situ..can say my heart almost stopped for a while..noo lah..haha..but it was beating so hard after that..

so headed back to tampines interchange & met up with my sis & fid..he's sleeping over at our place..maklum lah..takde tempat tido kaan...hmm..

so today was planning that i would bring umi to the chalet somewhere in the morning..but sadly i over slept!! and by the time i woke up its already over..waking up in the morning had never been so painful..my hands could hardly grip..arms in pain..sholders felt like its gonna fall off..back feels like its gonna break..legs gonna explode..whoa liaoo...umi called me & i know that shes very upset..got myself freshed & called her back & shes more upset..then she msg me if i wanna meet her or not..ofcourse i said yes..and she said that she'll be in tampines at around 3.30..whooaaaa...i was really happy..really really happy..so i met her & gave her a big hug..hehe...then we just went around tampines mall & century square spending our time together...

..sighh...what a wonderful day...hmm...i almost forgot that tomorrow's monday..& i still haven't iron my shirt yet...yarghhhh!!

.:.i really love you for what you did..even when your angry with me & i was feeling down & can't cheer you up, at the end of it we end our day with smile on our faces hoping to see each other very soon.:.

look wat me smiling..hehehee..

2006-05-13T15:38:00.000+08:00

finally got the time to update my blog..dont think im gonna write whats been going on since my last entry..cuz its gonna be too much to write..& i think u guys gonna be tired of reading..soo lets just start from yesterday..

..it was vesak day & of course its a public holiday..so went out with my larling umi..thaught could watch the wild together at plaza singapura..but they only had 1 ticket left..darn it..damn those who wanna watch the same movie at the same time with us..cant blame them really..haha..so then we walked all the way to cathay to see if theres any seats for us..but too bad that the tickets already had been sold out..bummer..then the both of us was feeling hungry..craving for something to eat..so made our way to far east & had our lunch at long john. both of us took our time eating..

..then walked around far east..both of us bought stard belts..finally i got me a stard belt..haha..umi's belt looks so nice..like cool/naughty type..i think..hehe..lets just hope that fid wont "borrow" my new belt..yea..he "borrow" but never return..which part of the word "borrow" he dosent understand? i dont know..to me if u borrow something from someone, u would return it to them after u have finish using it..not forgetting not damaging it..thats just me borrowing something from someone.."pinjam kasi baliik!"

..so anyways, we went to mc cafe after that cuz umi's been craving for a double chocolate..haha..then made our way to the bus stop to send her back..then went to ntuc cuz her mum wants her to buy a packet of kulit popiah..hmm..think we went round & round the place lookin for stuff..i dont know what stuff..then i send her back home..got to send her right at the door step..hehe..it feels so wonderful..cuz before this i used to send her home till at the bus stop where i board my bus..then sometime followed her at the back & watched her from a distance away around the 1st floor just to watch her open the door & enter her house..just to make sure..hmm..

..twice in the middle of the night for the 1st time..i know u know umi..hehe..

..had a dream..this time about my dad was smoking..& i asked for some jokingly..& he gave it to me! i was shocked..so i took it & smoke it..infront of my dad! hmm..wonder what is it about..then some how i was in my secondary school..having an e.o.a test..dint study for it cuz i know most of it is logical thinking..yet still can ask my friend for answer cuz i was lazy to think..haha..i think i was the last one to leave..yet umi was messaging me to hurry up cuz shes already waiting for me..hmm..what was she doing there? what was i doing secondary school test anyway?! well thats some silly dreams of me..so then woke up & i realise it was several minutes to 2pm..daym..so here i am..at home on the weekend..today is just another day..the same shit, but on different weekend..haha..im bored..umi's in her religous class..dosent end till 5 later on..she said that shes having a test..hmm..all the best yaa..

..cant wait for tomorrow to see her again..wee!..

well, i guess thats all i gotta say..till the next update then..

.:."..there's always that one person that will always have your heart..you never see it coming cuz your blinded from the start..that your the one for me, its clear for everyone to see..you will always be my boo.."

yes..i was bilnd form the start..dint even knew that u were there..u saw me, but i dint knew anything about u then..till now.:.

pictures from sentosa trip with my cousins

2006-05-07T02:01:00.001+08:00

the day before goin to our trip..cant sleep so took nusense picture of ourself..

..crazy girl (ayu) waiting for a cab to habour front....but she's scaring away all the cab drivers..haha!

finally reached sentosa..

anyone up for bbq marshmellow??

the stuff that we ate..

..hmm..i think i had too much drinks..drunk? naah..just juice.. ..seriously, i had no idea of what are we up to..

full stomach, then off to bed..but we dint sleep straight away..staied up & laugh at the berok mak yeah a.k.a ayu! heehee..

cant leave without taking some more pictures before we leave..

the 4 awsome cousins in action..

the 2 "ladies" ayu & wani..

..the 2 "heros" bobo & me..(nak steb mane nyer rapper je..hah!)

pictures on sheesha & around town with my crazy cousins

2006-05-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

end of the holiday peeps

2006-04-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

hmm..finally can find the time to update my bloggie..sut now im here, i dunno what to write..cuz i think theres just so many stuff happened since the last i wrote in..now lemme see if i can still remember..

..ok so lets start from last friday: thaught that i could visit her at work during her 2nd break..but some how i over slept & ended up dint get to see her at all on that day..cuz her break was only 30 mins & i dint have much time..so ended up at bugis & waited for 3 of my cousins to come by..cuz we were goin for sheesha at arab street..yeah..sheesha lagi..so while waiting for them, called my dear till her break ends..kesian die..keje, keje..sampai penat seyy tgk die keja kan duit..sighh..wish i had a job & get loads of money..then she wouldn't have to work so hard.."money makes the world go round, world go round, world go round..money makes the world go round, my friend lady" reconize the song? kinda catchy dont u think so? haha..changed the lyrics just a bit..so anyways, waited for my 3 cousins, bobo, kak wani & kak aisyah to arrive..listening 2 mp3..i was shocked to see bo's hair..cuz it just dosent fits with his face..he straights his hair!! erk..not rebonding it..but with wella hair straighting cream i guess..yeah..dah nampak sah muke boyan habis..da tinggi kering..wakakakaaa...can just imagine him in the middle of the woods with no clothes but wearing leave underwear & holding a spear in his hands..WAHAHAHAAA!!....mayn im so bad..hehe..well, what the heck..we only live life once (if u know what i mean)..kak wani got her hair cut..short..hmm..ok lah..it some how suits her although its short..cuz she knows how to style it..& kak aisyah..ermm..not much to say cuz she was wearin her tudung...yeah..so we went to al-majlis & had our sheesha there..apple flavour..i dont know why they picked that flavour..so took some crazy photo shots with bo's camera phone sony ericssion k700i..bodo btl..ade je bende baru..then he bought a PSP white version..double bodoh..keje sebagai pebancur kopi pon bole jadi kaye eh?..hmm..yarh so i dont have the pictures with me now..thin i'll update the wacky pictures later..so then went around bugis, then raffels place & slacked at star bucks..kak wani applied a job there..dpt air free! hehe..ade lahh..then went back to bo's place & overnight there..sadly my hp batt was flat & i cant call or msg my larling that much till i get home the next day..so i just chilled around..playied his PS2 games the next morning till afternoon..then got out of the house together when bo's off to work..

so went back home & recieved alot of messages & missed calls when i charged the phone..so on that saturday, 22nd april, it was my sis 20th b'day..yeayy...da tuaa..haha..no longer a teenager..sighh..see how time flies so fast..

then on sunday went out with amy, zaaq, haziq & khairul abdillah..brape byk abdillah aku kenal daah...so our meeting point was at orchard mrt..then went around town..then i got to visit my larliing!! hehe..only for an hour..hmm..so chilled at mcdonals during her break..chit-chat laugh-laugh, its already time for her to go back..yarh...so send her back up together with the rest..then went to esplanade..chill..cam biase..

i got to see my dear again on monday..cuz shes not workin & she wanted to go to the library at toa payoh..or rather i kinda "forced" her to go out..hehe..it just makes me happy to see her..so nothin much happened at library..just read some magazine to burn time..then when its time to go back, it was raining very heavily..so yeah..went around toa payoh..looking for new nokia phones & stuffs..she was noty when we're in the bus heading back..noty2..haha..so i send her back before dawn..then she told me to wait cuz shes goin out again to the NTUC buying nuggets for her mum..so yeah..went shopping at NTUC together again for the 2nd time..hehe..then as we were walkin, we saw this hersey's chocolate syrup..hehe..so both of our thaughts were somewhere..cant tell u guys where! hahaha..

dint go anywhere yesterday...just sitting around at home..doing nothing much..called her when shes having her break at work..so bla bla bla..watch tv the whole day..bla bla bla..updated my orange book..haha..bla bla bla..called her again when shes back at home..did something for the very 1st time..she heard me..& it was wonderful..seriously no words can explain..hehehehee..i think i had a read good night sleep last night..heh..

so woke up today & i don't know why..but im feeling like smiling..yeah..weird..haha..so for today i dont know if we wanted to meet or something..cuz she said that she want to go back to skool but not confirm yet..if she does then i'll be going there with her..then send her back & then sleep over bo's house again..then go to sentosa for a cousins chalet & be back home by friday i think..now i gotta find me $20 to pay bobo..hmm..i know my dad dont trust me on going to this trip..

i guess thats about it..now i gotta pay a visit to mr toilet bowl again for the 3rd time..SAKIT PERUT!..YARGHH!!...

.:.your the 1st..the only words to expalin you is "unexplainable"..i love u with all my heart.:.

let the past be the past

2006-04-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo! changed my skin! all thanks to my sis...again...& its orange mixed with black..heh..i know that someone likes orange..hehe..a new song..hmm..dont know if u guys can hear the song..ouhh what the hell..heh..well woohoo for that..if u guys havent notice theres a picture at the background of my entry post..look more closely & u can see me and..hehehee..so to my sis, thanks ah eh...

yesterday went out with yam, zaaq, fazli, liza, amy, haziq & their little brother yan. met up at mc cafe opposite parkway at 1pm..liza planned to go for lilyputt some where at around east coast..and from parkway walked all the way to east coast is really far! feels like we're walking forever to get there. and when we got there, i was kinda dissapointed cuz the place was closed for little primary skool kids to play from 1.30-5.30..darn it..so we walked all the way to parkway again & went to the hawker center to have our lunch..after that with nothing else to do, went to parkway prade..hmm..its been a few years since i've stepped foot in there...everything looks so different now..then went to the e-zone arcade..kinda boring cuz now its nothing much there..not like when i was a kid..begged my dad to go to the arcade & wanted to play the terminator shooting game..hehe..but usually before i could say anything, my dad would always say "no arcade eh.." but i had my ways of persuade him back then..bahahaaa..

spend a couple of hours in there playing some games..then went back to the lilyputt place..yarh...walked all the way back..hayoo..when we arrived all of our faces was really tired from walking..heh..lucky the air-con in that place is cooling. only liza, zaaq, amy & haziq palyed the game..since yam, fazli & i dint have enough money to play, we just watched them play..its kinda fun watching them play..laughing at them on how they hit the ball & where it ends up...haha..oh yarh, & sambil2 tu kite jage si yan kecik tu..kalau tak lari sane, lari sini..alah..budak kecik..mesti ah..

yam had to go back early so i send my larling back home..yarh..reached home at around 10pm i guess..

sorry dear..cant talk long on the phone cuz my dad was staring at me..hehe..

so today..hmm..my sis called me & told me that she saw an ad on the straits times..asked me to give a call since she knows that i dont have anything better to do & i dont have any cash..yarh so i did called..its a charity event for this coming good friday..mintak donation..takpe laa..at least dapat gak duit..

so later on i'll be fetching my larling back from work..dapat jumpe lagi..hehehee..so i think thats all i can think of..so see ya..

.:.i know that you are reading this..

i know that something you did in the past is bothering you now..

and by telling me you're scared that it would spoil of what we're having now..

dont be scared of sharing it with me cuz i will be there for you & we will work it out together..

take your time..its your choice..im not forcing you at all..

let the past be the past..nothing in the past that you did could spoil what we have now..

i dont care what you did then..

what ever you did then,

i still love you now, everyday & forever.:.

..ohh..baru nak holiday yer?..

2006-04-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

..well, glad to say that everything is alright between me & my bro..hes alright, im alright..so lets just forget about the past & pretend that it never happened..

so lemme see..lets start from last wednesday..hmm..not much happened..dint go to skool..so spend most of the time doing nothing at home..then got out of the house at around 6pm..thaught i could fetch my devil from work since she said that shes having morining shift on that day..but instead the time expended all the way to full shift! mak ah..but nevermind..at least i got a chance to get out of the house & see & talked to her for a while..and also got a chane to play x-box 360 there too..i think i was playin burn out 3..the graphic is really good..much more better then the previous version..now i think people around are just waiting for the arrival of playstation 3..so anyways, kesian die kene keje penat2..so yarh..dint went back straight after that..went to mcdonals & had my dinner there alone..then after that went back to tampines..my sis told me to meet her at kampung chai chee with fid..she told me that her slippers was broken?? da sah kaki gajah..huahuahuahuaaa! i asked her how can a slipper got like that..so she told me when fid was picking her up from work it was raining very heavily..so they wanted to run to the bus stop..so they were like "okok...ready..1..2..3!" and ran to the bus stop. half way there the slipper got slippery & it got broken..and she was shouting "u slippa i putus!" fid was pulling her to the bus stop and said "cepat2! lagi sikit je!" bahahahaa..bodoh..dah cam dua insan badode kat tengah2 jalan bile time hujan lebat..huahua! kalau sebelah putus takpe..ni due2..nyahahaha!

so fid actually knows about me & her..and i asked him how did he knows about it? he told me that my sis told me..then my sis was sayin lyk "taak! die bace kau nyer message kat handphone, msn history message kat computer & gamba2 kau kat computer gak.." rabaks..then fid was blaming on my sis the she blames on him on & on bla bla bla for about 15 minutes then he gave me that advice that he wanted to give..which im not putting down here..kaau..fid siak bagi aku advice..then we went back taking cab..since my sis had to go back home shoeless..bahahaha..

so then on thursday went to class at 1pm...tu pon terlambat sikit..heh..in class bla bla bla..doing some microcontroller tech stuff..bla bla bla..then went to cafe with bashir & waited for farouk & zaaq..since my class got realised earlier then them..then took the train at simei..laughed alot in the train..hmm..i think most of the noise comes from us..huahuahuaa...then got off at raffels place & took the train to orchard..cuz i wanna fetch my larling devil..hehehehee..she wears a black skirt..kaau...pakai skirt..haha..when we got outside bumped into yan & bobo's gf syaza..yikes! chatted for a while..darn..then went around to some book store since her bro asked her to look for some book..about al capone i think?..hmm..yarh..then i think i saw my cousin & her husband too..asked her to waked quickly..we must not be seen! yet..hehe..yarh so cut the story short, i send her back home..got off the bus & she took me to the park thats around her house & eh-hem...u kids cant know the rest..bahahahaa..cuz it cant be shared!

yesterday woke up at 8.45am..straight away jumped out of the bed head straight for the toilet..cuz i was having another javascript test which starts at 9! yarghh! rushed my way to skool & arrived at around 10+ i think..hehe..cant really do the debugging..firdaus helped me alot..phew..bashir dint came for the test..again..mangkok betol ah..so i finished the test at around 11..yarh & its the last day of skool!! wee! 3 weeks aje..lerr..at least sumthing..so anyways, waited for zaaq & farouk..then we went to amy's house..haha..every friday routine i guess..amy got a kitten! wee! very cute..hehehehehe...lari sane lari sini..mintak kene gigit! huahua..so my dear got an off day & comes at around 3..i was eating when i heard the door knocking..i knew it was her..when the door opened, i just couldn't stop smiling..i dont know why..maybe just feeling happy & glad to see her i guess..hehe..so watched 'baik punya cilok'..yam's vcd..really good show..

so yarh..cut the story short again, when sending her back home we bumped into her bro..in my head i was like "okok..nak salam ke tak eh? kalau die hulurkan tangan die salam je.." but he dint..he got this one of a kind face..like "i dont like you" kind of face..hmm..izzit just me? or do some people just hates me when they see me for the 1st time? i dont know..i got that alot of times..hmm..

here i am at home on a saturday..bored..going out later..meeting zaaq & the rest at esplanade..lepak2 cam biase..hmm..i dont know why is it really hard for me to sit at home..too boring i guess? k i think thats all folks..till next time i guess..

.:.you're so very naughty..you're making me more naughtire..you're eyes are so mesmerizing..you're making me look more deeply into you're eyes..i know you love me..and i love you even more..even with the difference between us..i don't care..what's yours is mine..what's mine is yours..you are mine & i am yours..i'm dangerously in love with you.:.

"With a Friend Like That, Who Needs Enemies?"

2006-04-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

..ayte so lets start my day from the top..

..woke up late today..class starts at 10am but i woke up at 10am..haha..my mum called me that she was suppose to bring sumthing to work & she forgotten about it & asked for my help to send the papers to her work place at raffels..then i said ok..anak mane tak nak tolong mak sendiri kan? so later on got a message from "a brother" askin me where am i & to bring the smoke free appointment session for the 2nd visit later in the afternoon..so i replied back to him that im at home..then he replied back that hes also at home & he asked if wanna meet somewhere then go to skool together..so i replied i dont mind cuz later im meeting my mum at raffels for a while send some things that she had forgotten to bring..then he replied sumthing i cant remember what was it..

so when i was at the train platform, i messaged him that im waiting for the train & where does he want to meet..he dint reply..when i reached raffels i messaged him again..yet no reply from him..reached at my mums work place & gave her the papers that she forgotten to bring..then called him this time..dint answer..by around this time i was already fustrated at him & wondered why dint he answer my call or replied any of my messages....was worried for him too..yes..worried for him ok..so anyway, reached simei & called him again..still no answer..then when i reached skool, i called bashir & asked him where is he..he said he was already at the smoke free counseling 2nd session..then i asked if "my brother" is there with him..he said yes & i heard his voice somewhere at the back..then i was like...sighh...felt sad & angry at him...i mean why did he do this to me??

..went to cafe 1 & there they are..sitting at the bench just the 2 of em..then i asked him why dint he replied any of my messages & answered any of my calls?..& hes $10 000 answer was, "my prepaid was low" ok that i can understand..then i told him the least he could do was reject my call so that i know that hes still somewhere..& used bashir's phone to call me & at least tell me that they are gonna go for the counseling session..or not at least wait till i arrive in skool & we can go together..member dah takde jiwa lagi..i mean what the fuck right??? after that hes like cant answer me..so i just kept myself quiet..for the whole day i was thinking about this..the question is "WHY??"

..but my blood boils & feels like my heart was being pierced through a knife was when we were at library..4 of us, zaaq, saufi, fazli & me went to the library..with me no mood i was just followed them since i got no else to go..so the 3 of them wants to use the computer & theres no more chair so i sat on the floor & just leaned back against the wall..then his phone rang & he answered it..HE ANSWERED HIS PHONE & i dont know who called him..why he said his prepaid value was too low when wanted to answer my call but yet can answer i dont know the hell called him just now..ni macam member..i know that he got his own probs & he dont want to share about it cuz he dont want to create any problems for us all..that i can understand..but why did he do that to me??..and mind u guys, this is not the 1st time he did that to me...bueh byk...

now my darling is angry at me cuz i was chatting with her just now & i accidentally reffered her as "kau" out of fustration when i should say "you"..im sorry..messaged her just now that im so sorry of what i've said..terlepas cakap..then she said to forget about it cuz she dont like talk to people that feelin mad..nanti ade je tak kene..ok i admit that but yarh..only she makes me happy when im mad..& now shes mad at me cuz im mad??..sighhhh..i guess being angry just makes other angry as well huh?..well its all thanks to my friend whom i treat like a brother to me..& yet he did such things to me..thanks ah eh...

Finch - Letters To You (acoustic)

2006-04-02T03:42:00.000+08:00

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms

It's empty tonight and i'm all alone

Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?

Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know

But i'm not sleeping and you're not here

The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?

Where do you run to so far?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

.:.its almost 4am & i still cant sleep..well, just thought of putting this song in my blog since i got nothing better to do & still cant sleep..this song is for my naughty devil whose thorn is always sticking out..hehe..just want u to know that i miss u..

..some stuff thats been happening..

2006-04-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

..been quite a while since i did my entry..hmm..like theres no time for me to use the net any more..heh..but dats ok..nothing much is on the net these days..

so lets start from 23 march last thursday. the usual..went to skool..late to class the usual i think..haha..then went to the auditorium to see taufik batisah peform live at college east..zaaq & me got to watch at the best seat..hah..then we got to take pictures with him too..eat ur heart out crazy-taufik-maniac fans..bahahahahahahaa..we both signed up to a quit smiking programe dats in the skool..hmm..i want to stop but i dont want..cuz..hmm..i dunno..i dont feel like stopping yet i guess..yarh..so then went to class late & dint do the revison..right after that had a microcontroller phase test..sucks..understanding the language of a computer..seesh..makes my brain go "BOOM!" cant really do it..so yarh..ade gak copy..hehe..sikit je..i think..then chilled at cafe1 with amy & mariam..thats basically what happened on thursday..boring rite?..hmm..thats my lfe...what do u expect..nothing much..haha..

then on friday waited for mariam at the skools bus stop..then waited for amy..cuz they had their exam papers on that day..while waiting toilet calls for me lak..halamak..rosak kan gamba je..so i had to go first..then went straight to class for java script test..came in class & ms irene was like "why u come so late?? the test starts at 9 just now & ends at 11 u know or not?" now that i dint know..ingatkan start kol 10..bikin malu je..so then just sit at a computer & surf the net for a while till i messaged adam haziq cuz he was in skool alone..packed up my stuff, came down & looked for him..hes gonna be in the next intake which will be on the 2nd may..zaaq came in a bit later..dint go to class yet only to skool just to chill out with us..hmm..so then waited for amy & mariam at cafe1 & all of us went to amys house again..to chill there..heh..

at night was on the phone with her..haha..& she reminded me about april fools day..then it strucked me to make some annoying phone calls at around 2am..hehehehee..called loads of people..& only 6 victims picked it up..so i was like asking what were they doing at that time..the when they asked why did i called i said "APRIL FOOL! HAHA!" then hang up..bahahaa...im so mean..haha..well only when my thorns are out..hehe..

so woke up today with such a pain in my stomach..so ran straight to the toilet & let it all out..im talking about making chocolate cake of course..haha..went to the toilet a lot more time then the usual..hmm..food poisoning?..maybe..naah but im ok now..i think..anyways went to temasek poly to watch pentas 2006 'akar aku.' this years show is about malay forgotten where they came from. which i think is true..just take a look around & you can see all different types of malay people..makes me sick & most of the time ashame of myself seeing malay teens now with tatoos & piercing of ears, nose, lips even tongue..tindik kat mate skali kan best?? wonder what is up in their head now a days..sighh..melayu senang lupa..that is definitely true..ni ah melayu..haha..really like the way how fid & siddiq plays the show..haha..all sorts of idea to make the audiance laugh..& the dikir barat was cool..showing abit on how dikir barat now is like..hmm..yarh..surprisingly i saw hayat & imran too playing the awok-awok..kaau..tak pernah nampak org2 legend main dikir..so yarh at the end of the show, it was great..but not the best..the best is still i think last year pentas wayang..

..back stage most of them was in tears especially the SNT (sri nak tari) cuz its already the last year for the seniors..

..can say that this week is the best ever..cuz of some stuff i did for the 1st time..sighh..shes naughty & now im influenced being naughty like her..hmm..next week i think the word "i miss you" would be applied more in my head..

yup..thats definitely all for now..its already 3am & i cant sleep yet..maybe because my day isnt complete..hee..

..still missing you every single time im not with you..now that your on holiday & working, i would miss you even more..cuz im still dangerously in love with you..

2006-03-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

..here are some of the pics on the day that we went for sheesha thingy..

liza & zaaq..bahahaaa..ade je mahluk terselet..

..ssmokin..

us taking picture in a neoprint machine?..haha..

zaaq & yam..hmm..susah hati je..haha

ermm..well it depends on how u looked at it..

while waiting for the 3 ladies..sempat posing..heh

ala la...kesian nyer..sorang2 kat tengah2 jln..haha..

our last group photo of the day before we go

mariam & me..taking pics while on the way back

hmm..all types of pose we have..

well..i guess thats about it..hmm..bored at home cant get out..waaa!~

"hmm..wonder what shes doing now.."

..still dangerously in love...with you..

dangerously in love?

2006-03-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

hmm...its been quite a while since i last update my bloggie...lemme recall on whats been happening lately...

liza, amy, mariam, zaaq, farouk & me went to arab street the other day..cuz liza planned to go for sheesha just to treat me as for my b'day gift..so nice of them..hehe..liza picked melon & mint flavour..& my 1st puff of it was...hmm..i dunno..think i was smiling all the way..haha! just look at some of the pictures..which i think i would upload it some other time cuz there seems to be something wrong with me bloggie..bodoh laah..

soo neways after that went to town..all of us just walked around..took some more pictures..farouk went back home after the sheesha cuz he wants to teach hadi to play guitar..yarh..hmm..went to cineleasure (is that how u spell it? haha) and took neo prints?..haha..just for the fun of it & memories..sighh..it was the best day..or should i say a memoriable day that i would cherish..im saying spending the day with that someone special that u really care about..dangerously in love?..haha..well, it depends on how u look at it..i think..yarh....*170306*

so moving on..yesterday had a karate match at the national university s'pore..sadly to say, i've lost my match..only had 1 match on 1 minute & the guy beat me 8-0..i felt dissapointed at myself..not cuz of losing..cuz win or lose i dont really care much...but what makes me feel so dissapointed at myself is that i know that i can do much better..& can score at least 1 point..at least!..anyway, the guy that beats me got a gold..yarh..hes really good..and my ribs still hurts when i wanted to laugh..cuz there is where he kicks at me & also at my back..hmph. but im not the only one who dint got anythin on an event like this..zaaq dint get anythin too..eh wait..he got silver for the team kumite..yarh..good for him, syufhan & andy..

so right after that michale treat us for dinner at some coffee shop at clementi..then after that buys for us sundae ice-cream and 2 sets of meals at mcdonals some more! mak ah! can get fat man!..haha..but it was nice of him..then me & zaaq heads to esplanade to chill out for awhile with saufi, haziq & some of his friends..terlupe ah name dieorg...nak tanyer segan lak..hehe..

..went back home & felt really bored cuz my dad went to overseas & took away the "thing" that suppose to give the phone line a dail connection! arggh! now i have to wait for him to come back just to talk on the phone with her..hmmm...

damn bored today at home..so just lazy around & watch some tv..well, i gtg now..damn my ribs still hurts!

Chapter 18: Freedom..

2006-03-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

lets start from yesterday shall we?

yesterday was bobo, my cuzzie's 18th b'day..hahaha...dah dapat lesen dulu ah..haha..so yarh..then not much happened in skool really. the usual waited for zaaq, liza, amy & mariam till ard 4 or 5 then went to tampines interchange walked arond for a while..then zaaq came over to my house to cut my hair! he cuts it really short!! bodo btl..yarh..cuz i made a promise to someone that i would cut it short..haha..hmm..yarh..after that met up with laiza, amy & mariam cuz they're under my block..biase laa..lepak2 bebual2..yarh..not much to say about yesterday..

so today is where the new chapter of my life begins..just smell the fresh air of freedom!! haha..yarh..but bad news is i lost the bet that my sis made for me..yarh..i only lasted 5 days..soo no sheesha for me..but thats ok..liza wants to treat me for sheesha this friday! heehee..

woke up this morning late cuz i was hanging on the phone with..someone..& i just dont wanna put it down..& as a result, i dint go for the 8am class..came in to lecture class at 11 like that..bla bla bla, farouk & hadi were there..talked to them instead of listenin to the lecturer, mr lu..cuz he talks funny..& i dont understand him..well, maybe just a lil bit..hahaha...got a present from cann! haha..wow..dint really expect that..she gave me a 'yellow' brand black shirt with a hood! thats really cool..thanx alot. so dint go for the customer service class cuz i know i would just be sleeping in the class..instead bashir, zaaq, liza & me waited for amy & mariam till 5..hmm..some how i knew that they would sabo me..i knew that zaaq & bashir went to cafe 1 & asked from the indian stall to give them some eggs..terok gilerr nye kene sabo..syufhan joined in the fun too..haha..so i did ran..but they caught me & smack the eggs right on my head..haha..then comes along liza with the flour..mak oi..sampai termasok kat dalam mulot aku..bluek! after that i chased all of them & said "who wants to hug me!?" all of em ran into the girls toilet..& i ment ALL OF THEM including the guys..hahaha..syufhan hides in 1 of the cubical but managed to hug him..hahaha...did managed to get to hug some of them..farouk really loves to sabo people..just wait for his birthday this coming july..hahahahaa..

after cleaned ourselves up chilled at cafe1 for awhile..liza was having problems with his guy..so in control & not understanding..so what if she got some guy friends?? sigh..hope shes ok..then bought a pack of ciggies since im already at a legal age..haha..then went home & ermm..send that someone back home..not entirelly home, sampai bus stop je..

..so over all i can say that my day was aye-okay! infact, i think its gonna be a real good memory..haha..my 1st time getting sabo from my best buddies..its my 1st time cuz during my primary & secondary skool days my birthday would be on the 1 week skool holiday..haha..

soo got back home, took my shower & my dad bace kan doa selamat..cut the cake that they bought for me..when am i gonna get the money & take my motor lisence..hehe..so yarh..i guess thats about it..for now...

"..u are alone in your nest..& i've been flying around ur nest for quite some time..may i come in & accompany in that nest?.."

2006-03-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

from left: haziq, azli, wan, azimah, shahidah, me, farid..some of me classmates from jyss..
got only 3 pictures from wan..hmph..the rest are from azimah..still more to upload yarh...

i had a dream..AGAIN! of the same person..not gonna say what's it about..kinda weird right?..u dream abot the same person 3 time in a week on alternate nights?? i don't know to smile or act as if it never happened..hmm..but all of it felt so real..

!!SUAYSuaySuaySuaySuaySUAY!!

2006-03-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

waken up in the morning by hearing my dad playin my guitar..& i just can't get back to sleep!! urgh!..bukan nyer sedap sangat die main tu guitar..heehee..ok laa..bole tahan..but he dosent have to do it in the morning what...so anyways, got out of bed after that..then met up with imran since he wanted to return back the dvd that he borrowed from the 24 hour rental thingy..since he need my thumb to access to the movies..yarh..but then i can only send back 1 movie cuz theres not enough credits in the card..stupid machine..should have used the $10 to top it up..but instead, i bought a pack of ciggies..darn it!

so then vacumed the house & get ready to meet up with haziq since wan invited us, some of my ex skoolmates (haziq, azimah, shahidah, farid, mario, azli & me) , to his and his girldfriend's picnic at east coast..and i can say that during the day it was very the SUAY!! the 1st "suay" that i got was: wan gave me $10 to go 7-11 to buy 2 bottle of coke..i was already at the casher & the guy already scanned the total price of it..dig my pocket & the $10 was gone!!! paniced searched my whole pocket for it, & it really wasnt there! luckly farid, azli & haziq was waiting outside..in the lucky haziq got some spare cash..mayn..must have missed placed from putting the money in my pocket..but i was darn sure that i put it in my pocket!!

the 2nd "suay": went back to the spot & told wan what happened..gotta pay him back soon..then a couple of minutes later it started to rain..so all us went to the "body pac" tent that wan had pitched..started to rain very heavily..with all 6 of us inside (wan, farid, haziq, mario, azli & me) ofcourse the air inside would be very warm..but thats ok still can survive..then water satrted getting in his "body pac" tent! slowly by all sides of his tent..so all of us was like squatting in there..haha..when we cant take it no more, all of us came running out of the tent & went across to seek shelter which was like at a bar. farid dint see much & he thought he could cut across by walkin on the grass..he dint actually see that theres a little pond & he got his whole leg in there..hahaha! lucky dint fell..the 3rd "suay": so yarh..tired of standing thaught that we could sit outside just till the rain stops..but the waiter told us that we had to buy sumthin 1st then we could sit..WHAT THE HELL RIGHT!? bodo takde hati perot..cocok mate baru tau..so wan bought a mineral water costs him $2 & haziq bought 7up about $3?? bodo seyy..buang2 duit..the 3rd "suay": while chilling & witing for the rain to stop, saw a group of malay family in the rain setting up a their tent at our spot! put their belongings at the bench & set up their tent..saje je..bling or what!?!? cant see our tent right infront of the bench??? its raining & they expect to put our stuff on the bench to put our stuff there?? BODO KAN!? cheese fries basi betol ah..so when the rain stopped, went back to our tent & thought that they were gonna ask us like "is this your spot?" or anythin like that..but NOOO..they pretend not to see us there..looking at their sons & its a "no wonder" situation..ANAK-ANAK HANYUT RUPENYER..patot mak bapak cam tu skali..so we moved our tent about 3 benches away from there..if i followed my imagination instincs, dengan nenek dieorg skali aku bagi penumbok Nabi..haha..im only mean in my imagination..

soo went home & bumped to fiq in the bus..dint really was him coming in the bus cuz i was too tires..he said that hes now working at a 7-11 somewhere TPJC that just opened..hmm..sanggup keje nak beli motor..haha..i think thats what i'd do too..haha..

soo yarh..thats that..eventually had a great time there..so yarh..already cooled down..ayte im tired..thats all..now beat it..haha!..

overslept

2006-03-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

currently im at home when i should be in skool..heh..was quiet tired yesterday cuz of not sleeping sleeping enough the night before...hmm..was hanging on the phone with..ermm..someone lah. dont feel tired at all when talking on the phone with that person..cuz theres always sumthin to talk about..haha..in the end had only couple of hours of sleeping only..but i dont mind really..i rarely sleep these days..rather then starring at the cieling & talking to myself, its much more better talking with someone..had great conversations with that someone..haha. hmm..last night i dint hang on the phone or anything..cuz i know that at the other end of the phone was already tired need to rest..as for me, i cant sleep last night..fid (my sis guy) was here last night..all the public transport were already closed..even the trains need to sleep! haha..so layankan die nyer pasal..teach him how to play guitar on plucking abit..haha..kaku sak..teringat cam aku dulu2..then cant sleep till 3am cuz theres someone under the void deck was talking damm loud..bodo nyer org..dah malam pon ckp kuat2..bodo...

...so anyways..lemme see here..now what happened yesterday..hmm..ouh yarh..zaaq got the eagles award..a cheque of $150..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..kaye..wahahaha..i dont know how he got it but whatever it is congrats laa...did my class phase test practical..dont really know what the heck i was doing at first..haha..but i did alot of mistake cuz i dint READ the INSTURCTIONS propally!! yarghh!!!! hopefully the waveform is good enough to just pass me..hmph..then went to the track & field..wait for zaaq & the rest to finish his sports & wellness class..mariam & amy were also there cuz they got the same period at the same time..liza tagged along also..so while waiting for them aku laa yg tukang jage beg2 dieorg..bashir played soccer with them so got like loads of stuff for me to take care off..seesh..how many things he carries in his pocket? haha..cuz he dint brought along any bag u see..so then all 6 of us (liza, amy, mariam, bashir, zaaq & me) went to the cafe1 & just chilled around..cracked loads of jokes..bodo nyer zaaq..wahahahahaa..

hmm...someone told me to cut my hair cuz its already long & untidy..no, not my mum..shes already tired to tell me to cut my hair..heehee..so made a promise to cut it by next week..a SHORT one..but still im gonna make it messy..just look at the picture..izzit really that long & messy?..haha..thats why now i wear my serkup (snow cap) so that the wind wouldnt blow it from every direction & then it becomes a lions hair..wahaha..but u know the weird thing is?? since the opening of the skool, the administration department had been going round the skool & class looking for any colourful or out of shape hair styles..i wonder..why dint they dint noticed my ugly hair?..hahaha..maybe its still acceptable?? wahaha...alah whatever lah..(tau takpe..HEHEE!) made up my mind to cut my hair next week since..last month?..haha..a promise i kept for myself..

keeping my hair scattering all over the place from the wind by wearin my serkup

..well i guess thats all i gotta say..got karate lesson later at 5pm..hopefully no one would kick my leg..i'll shout & scream in pain i'll tell ya..haha..well adios!

what a suay weekend

2006-03-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

well what can i say..my weekend was kinda suay..u guys know that i fell right..yarh..then yesterday i asked my dad to teach me how to ride his motor bike..so we went to the multistory carpark he teached me how..ok so 1st try the engine died bout couple of times cuz i cant get the clutch & gas on the exact spot..so later on it was ok..it moved. then my dad went to the 2nd level & told me to go to the 2nd gear & make a turn..so i did..3-6 turns were ok..then on the next turn i hit to the 2nd gear, turned & dint support myself by puttin my leg on the ground while turning..the next thing i knew the bike skidded & the bike fell..lucky i was quick enough to put my leg on the ground..but at that time i was wearin my 3 1/4 pants, like the day before, & my right calf accidentally touched the HOT exhaust pipe.. jumped out of there & looked at it & waddaya know?! it was burnt..& my skin is like melted? can see whats undermy skin...gross..white colour thingy..eeeee...mampos aku..the sensation of getting burned..abis bulu kaki aku pon tergoreng skali lah..

...so my dad helped me up & all..hmm..come to think of it again..he picked up his bike 1st before me! but nevermind, cuz i saw the oil from the tank was leaking..yarh..better to be safe i guess..

so taking every bath would be a very painful experiance for me..some weekend huh?..

so skool today was alright..firstly met up with zaaq & fazli at simei..fazli already got his motor bike lisence..so he rides his dad's bike which was a 'phantom' by the way...got to ride it..woo..dint fell this time cuz i already learned my lesson from yesterday..zaaq tried to ride it but he dosent know how to use the clutch..haha..yarh..so fazli still got somewhere else to go..some more people to dilever..haha..went to class today..hmm..ok ah..2 periods between lunch..then went jamin at simei with zaaq, farouk, hadi, bashir & abdillah..not me la another guy with the same name as me..haha..then head back to skool wait for mariam at 5..cuz i already promised her the day before that i would..amy dint came to skool..dunno why really..hopefully shes fine..so while waiting for mariam zaaq, hadi & me just chilled..talkin nonsensetical jokes as usual..haha..

so went home with mariam..zaaq took the train back home..disturb her & all..haha..i just like to disturb her..since she did the same for me..hahaha...an eye for an eye?..haha..hmm..so she took the bus 22 back home..went to NTUC cuz my mum told me to buy some house groceries..came back & it feels good to be wearin my short pants back..now my legs wouldn't hurt that much..

well, gotta go now..thats all folks...tomorrow still got a class phase test at 1pm..mampos aku...1 bende pon aku tak tau sangat...

..turning dreams into reality..

2006-03-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

finally back home..so im kinda in a hurry but yet so many things i wanna put in my entry! yarhhh!!! ok..so lets start my day from yesterday:

so went to the java script lesson for the...ermm..2nd time?? haha..yarh..got 2 more assignments still have to show it to the teacher...if not, no marks..biasa lerr..then went around the forum looking for farouk..then still have to wait for zaaq..who dint went to class..cilake betol..went to cafe & met up with amy & mariam there..then along came liza..she dint her lesson for the day was canceled..hmph..wish my teacher had meeting on that day so that my class lessons would be cancel..hee..then went to guitar lesson with khai, man, bashir & zaaq..told liza, amy & mariam to wait for us since zaaq & i dint have any plans for the day..
..soo bla bla bla..finished the guitar lesson around 2.15pm..by then mariam was messaging me to hurry up..hmmm...so then all 5 of us (mariam, amy, liza, zaaq & me) went to tampines interchange..amy top up her phone prepaid..while waiting mariam kept on stepping on my shoe..hmm..then went around tampines mall for a while..bla bla bla then all of us went to amy's house..i dont know why but..the moment i stepped into her house, i really feel comfortable..like i can sleep in the living room & stuff..i dint know that her dad was at home till i entered haziq's (amy's bro) room..& their dad was laying around & watching haziq playin PS2 game..the way i see, they got 1 cool dad..wooo...haha...
so what else happened..oh..there was karaoke some more..i was laying down trying to sleep till liza ings 1 of siti nurhaliza song & i just felt like getting up & hear it..heee...soo later in the day mariam got to be getting back..cuz she cant be home late..then liza's guy picked her up & shes gone back also...so left zaaq & me at amy's place..chill around..played some PS2 game "black"..nice game really..gotta get me 1 of those..huahua..play some guitar..made the people around us smiled & laugh like hell..cuz zaaq & me were telling nonsensetical jokes..haha..then we got home by 10.30 or so..

today:
..woke up in the day with another dream of mine..i cant say where i was..but in my dream, i had a girlwith me..& we were both very happy together..can't say who..paisey ah..but i can say that shes a different girl from my previous entry..come to think of it, in the previous dream of mine, i think that its like a sign to tell me that to move on cuz i can never be with her..friends, yes..couples, no. then in this dream i had..i dont know..all i can say that in my dream, we were happy...hmm..but im not gonna say the names though...

zaaq woke me up..telling me that its already 2.00pm! jumped out of bed & take my shower & stuff..hurried my way to the esplanade..zaaq, saufi, fidah & fazly were already there..playing guitar while waiting for me..biasa ah..star..karat..so we were just playin our guitar like we always do..then i noticed that some guy in his late 20's- early 30's was observing us from the side of the bench..i don't know we were playing it good or not..or wether we were too noisy for him..thats until he stood up & went to us..i thought he was like only praising us that we were playin good or sumthin..thats until he introduced himself as muhd yasin..from a recording company..i was like wow..then he told us some of his music couriers, what its like in the music recording studio, some music notes..stuffs like that..he gave his card to zaaq & told him that hes got a good voice & good at guitar..then he said that saufi can sing..which i still think he cant..hehe..then he said that i got a good voice, i can sing & the way that i strum is very good to him..hmm..my strumming? i dint know that my strumming of guitar is any different from zaaq..yarh..could this be the begining of what every people ever dream of?? ..so he thaught us how to sing & play guitar till 9pm..by then all of us went to fork canning hill for a "ghost hunting" thingy..

..haziq brought along his camera..sadly amy had to be back home..on the way there zaaq chased me..ofcourse i ran away..but he still chased me..we were running & i dint see any thing on the ground cuz it was dark..dint see a handicap slope either..thats where i missed my step & fell on my right knee, then on the left, then on my elbow & finally was dragged about 5 meters away from the spot where i fell..just laied down there & dint do anything..hhaa..bodo..so yarh..still got to climb up loads of steps. dint see anything much..just some smell from the tree & all..

well, i think thats all i can say..been sayin soo much..my knees still hurts..abit only ah..hahaha!!

"..even heros have the right to dream.."

2006-03-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

so here i am back home updating an entry after some days..cuz someone wants to read my blog..woaa..i dint know that its so intersting..heh..well, now here i am listenin to music & eating some leftover ice cream that i found in the freezer..hehe..yummie..

...im damn tired..my legs especially feels like its gonna fall off..cuz during the karate training somewhere in the streachin, i think i tore my mussel on my right thigh joint...again..urghh..damn it..hmm..kk..thats ok..it will heal again..in a week or so. i've been thinking, on one hand i got the NUS comp for karate some where in the end of march?..i dont know if i can win or not..but then on the other hand, i got rocka mania comp (rock climbin comp) at temasek poly..confirm tak leh menang nyer..currently im slackin more on my rock..hmm..feel like goin to climb asia again..missed those times..heh..

so start the day by waking up from this dream i had..which i 110% possibility think wont happen in a thousand years. about someone that i know/admire alot..i dunno what the hell am i doin rollerblading around my area, then somehow she was there also..then we stopped cuz the traffic light was red..so we talked bout sumthin..then she looked at my eyes, so i looked back. then we got closer & closer and...we kissed? ermm..yarh..then i pushed her back slowly & sayin that this is wrong, shes already got a guy & it definitely dont feel right at all..so she just smiled & said she undersatnd..then flashed back to reality & there i was back on the bed with my mum beside me waking me up..hmm..yeah..soo like i said, that wont ever happened in a thousand years..

..went back to sleep again..haha..woke up when i heard my phone ringging..its saufi..bla bla bla..its already 12pm..i totally i got a theory test at 10am! shucks..sighh....dont know whats going on my lil head of mine..then get ready & all..messaged mariam & amy where are they during that time..so met up with them at century square..mariam got more presents? haha..belated b'day presents i guess..followed them to window shopping..hmm..yes..although i know how draggy it can be but, all this im already used to..like my mum & sis for example..they can shop forever..haha..so then went to skool & met up with farouk at the MLC lab..so to burn the time till 6pm, we went to cafe eat, drink, talk & stuff..went to karate after that..hmm..bla bla bla..run here, kick there, punch-punch..tired...went back home with liza..beli telor kat kedai when i reached my stop..hmm...must i tell every detail?? bahahahahaaa..

..so i think i'll stop here...hopefully i can wake up tomorrow for my java class..hmm..havent been there for quite some time now..got guitar lessons tomorrow at 2pm also..so yarh..beat it guys, im tired & thats all i can say folks..

..im tired..

2006-02-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

..at last..finally a time for my own. now im just kicking back..relax..listenin to good music..& chatting with all my friends.

soo skool was alrite..neway its mariam's 20th birthday! haha..she's no longer a teenager!..hehehehehee..but she dosent look like 20..more like..17?..i think its cuz of her behavior..haha..cam aku gak..gile. so i bought for her a pink lily..it smells nice but she says that the smell gives her the headache..hmph! well i think she smells it too many times..haha..ni ah org..mintak bunge, biler dah beli ckp busuk lagi...sampai hati.. :( gasak kau laah..dah setahun tua pon..

-the 2 insane-
so yarh...class was alrite..ms irene told me that a warning letter is gonna be sent to me somewhere this week! yikes..gotta check the letterbox every now & then before my dad does..heh..its my own fault..for my own laziness, i have to take the consequences for it..hmm..i don't know why izzit hard for me to wake up every morning. but then i rarely sleep early cuz i cant sleep! hmm..unlike during my secondary school days..by 6 must be up & then by 7.15 must be in skool..haha..but looks like things alot of things changed...alot..sighh..hopefully i wont get debarr for my exams..even if i don't, its not like i know what the heck am i studying..especially microcontroller technology..hmm..

well, i guess that thats that for now..class tomorrow starts at 10..must wake up early!!! yarghh!!!

..no money needed..just ur blood..

2006-02-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

wow..today was fun..haha..met up wif zaaq & bashir at simei..head down to skool & went straight to the admin block..zaaq forgot to bring his consent form home yesterday! bodo betol..if not he'll be sitting there next to me watching each others blood flowing in the bag..haha. so i was alone for the process..bummer..

had to answer like i dunno how many questions on a paper..then visit the doctor to take the blood preasure..then blood test..so many process to be done..so bla bla bla..i was sitting on the chair..feeling cold..seram sejuk lah tu..the nurse gave me a shot..pain killer i think cuz i cant understand what shes sayin..got like philippine slang or somethin..saw she opened the packet or sumthin with the needle inside..i was like "Wooo! that's one thick needle!" almost like a tooth pick..except that this one is shiny & can see the hole too..haha..so neways, dint really feel the needle went in..much less pain then the thinner needle..the weird thing is that my blood flowed in quite slow..haha..then somewhere when the process is abt to end, my arm went like numb, my sight contrass turned kinda darker..then i started seeing double & feelin cold..especially my feet..turned to the nurse & said that sumthings wrong & i felt giddy & stuff..mls nak lang panjang2 takot die tak paham..she said keep breathin & she'll bring the doctor soon..

then i can't really remember what happened..hmm..the last thing i was was the lights on the cieling & i felt my phone vibrating..want to answer but hmm..somehow i felt too tired to answer?..haha..then when i opened my eyes, the needle was out & my arm was already taped..or bandage by this strap like streachable stuff with cotton inside..& my legs was 45 degrees on the chair-bed..& i was like "aik..what the heck happened?? finished already?" was blacked out about 1 minute i think..then started to feel the cold sweat. later on khai, bashir, zaaq & man came down to see me..bodo..ade kawan pon ingatkan aku ni donate darah sampai mati..ape saje..so the doctor said to close my eyes & sleep or sumthin...rest for 10 minutes..

wonder why that happened to me..dint ate enough this morning?..maybe..haha..well that's sure an experiance once in a lifetime..haha..hmm..don't think im gonna do this again for at least for the next..ermm..5-10 years??..hahhaa...it was fun..getting blacked out..hahhaa...its not everyday i get to feel that feeling..haha..gile..

so today's my lil sis, nonet, 14th b'day! dint buy her anything cuz i don't have any money..poor me..haha..well, happy birthday lah..my wish for her is that..ermm...get a waistline??..hahha...evil me..haha..

"..so u had a bad day?" ..but it turns out alright..i guess..

2006-02-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

lets start the day by hearing my cell phone ringing with the 'boulevard of broken song' tone. zaaq called me..who is caring enough to remind me to bring the kumite form..yarh.."caring"..calls me at 7am & disturbed my 'charming' sleep..(opposite of beauty sleep lah since im a guy.) then called me again at 8.30am..lerr..my class dosent start till 10 laa..mati2 nak aku gi skola cepat2..so i slept back..heheh..then at 9 i got my wake up call by lizzie! actually i asked her to wake me up at that time..so really appreciate it..dad sends me to skool..cuz the bus is late!..asusual..so bla bla bla..skool stuff like learning & listening...but for me its 'masok telinga kiri, singgah sekejap kat otak, keluar kiri..' haha..so yarh..i felt really hungry during the 1st lesson..mr leong spend talkin on & on & on all the way till lunch time..seesh! no early release??

so have u guys ever felt like so hungry like hell that u just feel like shittin all day long?? dats how i feel..after eating my tummy felt better already..but then nature calls..so then i had to find the right toilet..cuz its hard to find the right toilet with the "full equiptment" and all..haha..so went all the way to 6th floor technology block..ok this is where my day starts to turn its way around..

..terpakse lah kene yak nyangkong sebab ade air pipe..tengah hayal2..kepale otak ngah nyani lagu adam ahmad - kau pergi jua..then out of no where flies a cup drink filled with water & landed on my head! bodoh btl..the next thing i heard was a guy running his way out like hell. bodoh nyer budak takde keje lain kacau org lagi berak sedap2!! leper jambul aku! eh..nanti..aku nyer rambot sentiase messy..but i was soaking wet!! if i ever finds out who ever the guy is, im gonna do horrible unimagineable things to him! urghh!!!

"i swear that who ever culprit is, bad things will happen to him & the people thats close to him!" hmph! thats for makin me wet & disturbing my peace of makin chocolate cake!

so dint go for microcontroller class after that..cuz i seriously had no mood at all after that..so then went around tampines mall with amy & mariam..amy treat me a vanilla milkshake to cheer me up..well, i did felt good when drinkin it..so with no plans & nothing else better to do, all 3 of us went to east coast..hmm..well thats the first..just sitting at the water breaker with the cool wind blowing..talking to them made me felt much more better..

so here i am at home..tired & all..arms still cramp from the last rock climbing training..sighh..zzzZZZZzzzzZZZ..eeks! i fell asleep! bahahahaa...sori i got nutthin else to do..

oh yarh! before i forget..today & tomorrow my skool is having a blood donation thingy..heehee..both zaaq & me will be donating our blood tomorrow! but part of me feels kinda scared too..never donate/lost my blood like 1 hole bag before..but watching my blood flowing in the tube straw is kinda cool! haahaa..hidup mesti mau berani!! yarghh!..

-brain under construction-

2006-02-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

so its monday..shit..should be at school by now..but instead im still at home doing some entry..its kinda weird, that i can no longer wake up in the morning like i used to last time. so i think this would be the ermm...8 classes?..that i've missed since last week..mayn...my ass is gonna be fried soon..think theres really something wrong with the main brain power in my head..can't even hear my alarm clock goin off..seesh..

neway, i really like my newblog! wee!~ hmph..thanx to my sis again..

hmm...so now i really don't know what to do...da lah tak le isap..kk takpe...i'll just entertain myself later.."to go?..or not to go?..that is the question..haha..to school i mean..i really have no idea..

so i think thats all about it..nutthin much t say...just that im a boy whos sitting at home..this is the 5th day without any stick!!

so with nothing else to do, here's only 2 pics dat i took from mariam's friendster..heehee

at seoul garden marina..me, zaaq, lizzie (cik klum), mariam (ayam..haahaa!) & amelia (amelipas..heehee)..

i just have to give her a "piggy" back ride..if not she'll be goin like "nak chang! naak chang! nak chang!!" for hours..wahaahaahaa..

++ the brand new ++

2006-02-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

aahhhh...a fresh new blog...the previous blog that i used was at stillinfested1.multiply.com ..time for some things to change..and here i thought that i'd be the 1st one who gets to write the 1st entry..ouhh well..looks like my sis who's the 1st one to write in my entry..i have no idea why she did that..kinda embarrassing. well, i did asked for her help on how to do with the skin thingy..oh..& by the way, don't take her words too seriously..especially the one which she said, "..u lay ur hands on him, i'll lay my foot on ur face..." haha..although it makes me laugh like hell imagining that some girl just touched me or sumthin & she ended up with a foot on her face!...huahuahua...but please, she's not like that..haha..oh & in case if ur readin this kak, im not dumb & i don't think im cute!! well cute maybe sometimes..& also the part where playin with the balloon & sleeping everywhere, talkin to myself & stuff..well..that maybe true..heehee..talkin to myself when im alone & i have no one to talk to..& heyy, only when no one is watching!! on & i cant believe that she din't put this pic up..haha..this picture is more like on our "happy" times then somewhere towards the end of 2004 i think..

soo..its already 1.30..can't sleep..hmm...so many sleepless night..yet cant wake up the next morning to skool..think it's been almost a week i havent stepped my foot in the class..go to skool for cca's only..hmm..so my stomach is really full right now..since it was amilia' b'day on last thursday, thaught of going out for dinner to soule garden at marina square..it took zaaq & me some time juz to find where the darn place is located..cuz we din't exactly went with liza, amlia & mariam..instead liza told us to surprise her..cuz she told amila that it'd be only the 3 of them goin out..huahuahua..u'll get the point..so yarh..ate like ermm..3 plates?..2 1/2 dirnks?? & 4 different flavours in a bowl..heh..havent feel this full since..ermm..when was the special event?..hah..can't remember..haha..

the other day kakak gave me a dare..it is to stop smokin for a month..till the "special day"..if i succeed, she'll treat me to sheesha..hmm..if she founds out that i smoked, well, lets just say that my face would be ended up on her foot..haha..now its time to test honesty, integrity, my mind & to get away for cheeky lil devil smokers like zaaq..haha..bodo btl..well 1 month is not "that" long...right??? ermm..hmm..i think i can do it..if i can try to start, why can't i try to stop?..hmm..well today's already the 3rd day..hmm..still got a long way to march..

think that's all i can think of..my brain needs its 8 hours of rest..hmm..yarh..well gd nites then!! oh yarh, & before i go, anyone of u guys who had read or seen my blog, please feel free to leave ur comments or even gimme a tag on the taggy board ayte?..ayte then...zzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZ....

I am the KAKAK!!!!

2006-02-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

As a very first entry....me, Lina Liyana Bte Samsi is going to write...muahahahaha...ok, wat should i say about myself....well....i'm his cute, adorable sister that he loves very much....but i dont love him at all....muahahahhaa....i did this ugly blog for him....wonder why i ever agree to volunteer and do him a favour like this...waste of my precious time..hahha....oklah oklah...this shouldnt be about me...

see....told u he loves me more...

So what do u wanna know about this little boy??...when he was younger, he likes to play with balloons double the size of his head and he sleeps everywhere...on the table, under the table..during lunch also can sleep...thats how dumb he was...well, now, growing up, he's changed... he's lazy, he likes to shoik sendiri and talks to himself everyday(well, this is since he was small actually...)....he's ugly but he thinks he's cute...hahahahhaha!!...no lah, he's not bad looking lah...with his hair like a mop that has served for 20 years....ok lah tu kan...he's still naive and innocent, but he thinks far and has a heart of gold that u can hardly find in man nowadays....now ladies, if u r looking for a guy u can turn to, to take care of u, to be there through ur ups and downs and to cry ur hearts out, then u can have his shoulders to cry on....but if i know that u treat him as a punching bag, then i'm gonna make sure i punch ur ass till u cant sit....coz he's still my baby brother no matter how bigger he is than me, no matter how he thinks that he's stronger than me...i had gone through a lot of tears, anger and laughter with him, more than anyone of u have with him...and more than anyone had with me...he's happy, i'm happy, he's unhappy, i'm unhappy and vice-versa...u lay ur hands on him, i'll lay my foot on ur face...so if u hurt him, i'm gonna make sure i hurt u if not as much, more than what u have given....got it??...goody!!...now i'm off!!...

Does someone here reminds u of MR William Hung???....Muahahahahaha

Eh bendol...skin kau macam tak lawa pulak... nanti aku tukar lagi ah eh...